Clueless

Can some one pls wake me up? I'm getting more n more clueless in what I want in my life especially in my career. My mind just won't work anymore when I'm in my workstation. My mind just wander like nobody business. Even my eye won't listen to me. It keep on shutting down. Damn man!

Come to work on Monday, already thinking of weekend. Work starts at 8.30pm, already thinking of 5.30pm, although I dun go back early but at least I can surf the net and chit chat here and there. Sigh!!! I have lost the motivation of workin here. At least if the pay is good, it will served as a motivation sense for me to continue strutting my arse here but too bad it is not the case.

Already looking for job but really don't know which line to go into - brand marketing or sales line? My current job experience is just not good enough for both lines. Or I'm destined to stay in my current fucked-up company forever. Been to 3 interview 2 mths back for brand position, but never been offered the job. I think reason being, no experience in brand exposure. Most of them said I'm just a coordinator. Fuck man!!! Which basically it is fucking true. Nearly got a job with a snack foods company, attended the 3rd interview - meet up with the GM and sit for a test, after that never got the calls anymore. I think, I did not fared well in the problem solving test and basically I'm pissed off with GM coz waited too long for him to interviewed me and always interupted by phone calls. But anyway, I'm not really keen on the job too, the pay not that attractive. I'm just trying my luck. Meanwhile the job I wanted the most, just attended the 1st interview only. Then end of story.

Well....well...well, I can only ponder myself, what the hell is wrong with me.