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Time = Judge

2007-09-25T23:43:00.000+08:00

Let time be the judge. If time is the judge, then how long will it takes? Or will it ever happens at all?? Just now I let one big bloody questionmarks that have been dangling so long in my head and I do felt good about it. It is a really huge relieve sighed out!

Now, time can only be the judge!!!!

Twice

2007-08-21T22:11:00.000+08:00

Have u ever hit the jackpot or lottery twice in 7 days time??? If yes also, I only think it happens once in a bloody blue moon. But in my case, I banged people car twice in a spans of 7 days. So basically is like hitting a jackpot. Bloody hell!!!

Last Wednesday, I banged a Honda City while reversing my bloody company car. Not able to see her car, cos her car was out of my view. Meanwhile this evening, around 4 something, I banged a Wira while she was reversing her car. It was out of a blue, that car reversed out while I just speed a little bit avoiding another car that park so fucking slowly and bang that bloody stupid Wira.

Both time I admit it was my mistake. But some how, I think I'm having sheer bad lucks. Some more, my frens told me bad lucks happened 3 times. Now only de 2nd times. Fuck man!! I seriously hope it is not true. Out of the unluckiness, both owner of the car were quite nice fella. They does not really posed me any problems although I was in the wrong.

What a Life!!!

2007-06-19T13:22:00.000+08:00

I have been with this brewery company for a month, but up till now, I'm still very free. And this have lead to boredom already. I'm not learning anything here except training myself to be a more better good drinker with good 'drinking stamina'. Why such things can happened??

Well I blamed it to my boss failure to understand my role! He is the one that go thru my job specs with me and said that is quite similar to his. But till now, he still don't know how to utilised me. He don't even involved me in his meeting with his sales manager, which I think that I should be in, because my KPI part and largely of my KPI lies in sales volume. Basically my role is juts like his assistant. In this role I supposed to assist him in various capacity in order to help bring in the volume. In short, basically he supposed to groom me up to be his successor or as smaller role sales manager.

What spurs me up to take this position is because, after 18 or 24 mths, I'm supposed to be a manager either in a higher capacity or a lower one. That's why, he supposed to train and groom me up instead of just passing some stupid paper works to me. Now, I'm just being a coordinator by compiling reports and some idiot paper works. For me to show off my talent, I need to understand their whole operation. If not, I won't impress anybody at all.

In a month or 2, I think I will talk to him to let him know my real job specs. Now, must look-see look-see 1st. Is very difficult to pass my time pretending to be busy in front of the pc. If not, I will just have beer in the evening till nite. What a life man!!!!

Sidelined

2007-06-16T21:52:00.000+08:00

Sat, 16th June 07, 9.55pm - At home, in front of pc, blogging on how boring am I, with no plans and no frens to entertain me. Sigh! Hello, is Saturday nite la, what the fuck I'm doing at home? Few buddies of mine went for online game, DOTA but too bad it is not my niche and I'm sucks on it. So better dun join. A big bunch of frens there.

Other frens already got plans. Pity me!!!! Still trying to find other frens.

Still Sober?

2007-06-15T07:37:00.000+08:00

Have been drinking awfully a lot. 3 to 4 nites of constant beer drinking sessions in a week and every time returned home being half sober. Sigh! Is damn tiring! Reached home about 11 something and sometimes it would drag till midnite. Then I would be waking up at 6am and reach office around 7.30am. I'm really antonished with my achievement so far. And the worst part, gotta work half day on Saturday and sometimes the meeting will dragged till 2 to 3pm somethimg. Damn man!!! My precious sleeping time on Saturday and jogging session have been robbed severely.

But anyway, I'm starting to accustomed myself to this kind of life. In fact, I'm starting to enjoy the drinking session that I have with my colleague. Some how, drinking on leisure is still the best if compared to drinkin on working purposes. Met alot of people lately, ranging from thugs, China doll, sexily dressed 30's & 40's aunties, some drop dead gorgeous chicks, not-so-pretty chicks, crime buster to some high calibre people.

Been to a lot of places that I would have never been to, if I'm not in brewery line. Just imagine a cool and nice place with a few 'nipah' roof kinda of shack surrounded by loads of trees (palm oil) in a middle of a palm oil estate and with all the big bellies uncle chatting, laughing and been serenaded by none other than those China doll while drinking lots and lots of booze. It kinda of stunned me when I first been to these kind places. Out of nowhere in a thick palm oil estate beside the road strutted out this kind of business.

And what about hair saloon? Basically hair salon is a place where people have their hair been 'fashioned' at, but a lot of people does not know the real truth behind a hair saloon. What does some brewery logo gotta do with a hair saloon? Are they using beer to dyed their freaking hair? Well, basically some hair saloon is a place where boozes are available with some or many sleazy 30's to 40's aunties sexily dressed, flirting and pampering those butcher, taxi driver and some white collar bosses to some head thugs. OMG, those aunties can even be my mother!!! Sigh! But these kind of hair saloon, some of it really provide hair services which include ear waxing, nails cutting, some light massage and some other stuff that I would'nt wanna know.

Well there are some also pub/bistro with drop dead gorgeous chicks and also some with not-so-pretty chicks flirting, chatting and coaxing their patrons to spend more money on boozes. Some sleazy uncle's or hamsap guy would be entertained by all this act and with their hand 'snaking' around the chicks body. But not all guy is like that. Some will just singing karaoke, some will just wanna get drunk, some will just wanna kill time, and etc of reasons.

In beer industry, works seem to be more relax to those sales fella. There are no adrenaline rush needed in this field. What is important then? In this beer sales line, what is really essential is great services and of coz it includes loads of free beer drinking session. It is very different from my former industry.

I'm sure more and more new experience that I can gained here in future whether be it good or bad. So I'm looking forward to post more of this new exciting journey in my new career path.

2007

2007-05-31T21:00:00.000+08:00

This is my very 1st post in 2007. It had been a while since my last posting and I kinda missed it. Well this year, a lot of changes happened in just a blink of eye. Be it emotionally and physically. Now I'm really longing for a holiday which I dun think it will happen soon. Anyway my 2007 chronicles so far, had brought much distraught and happiness. Hmmm...it is too dramatic to used the word 'distraught' though....

Jan 07
I was finally moved to sales team leading a team of 10 staffs. Well is not easy man...but it is darn challenging....a very good learning curve for me. Although in sales team but I'm still helping up in my former role. I think I went for an interview this month that shaped up a new journey in my life.

Feb 07
Can't recall much man....except for CNY, I guessed. But CNY this year ain't that great for me. But I really have loads of activities lined up this year but none of it was great. Anyway CNY is getting boring as when u grow up.

Mar 07 - April 07
Start having problem with my gf. Nearly broken off but resurrected it coz I think we deserved to try something out. I'm damn tensed up in this 2 months. A lot of things messed up my mind in this relationship. Up to now, I'm still thinking about it man. There are something that I would like to change but I dun have the courage to do it. I doesn't mind if I hurt myself but I dunwan to hurt her. Although my gf is older than me, but I damn mature than her. She is still very naive and to be honest I'm quite fed up playing the nanny role. We are totally 2 different breed of people with 2 different attitude and lifestyle. I know what to do but I dunno whether that;s the right choice or not?

I got offered a new job in a brewery company. The pay is quite reasonable with increase of nearly 20 - 30% and I accepted it. Everything happens so fast that they offered me the job in my very 1st interview and I went for the medical check up that day it self. They are really super efficient man. Although I accepted their offer but done much thinking due to the nature of the job whereby we need to drink nearly every day.

May 07
Parted with my former company. Missed all my fella colleague. A real good bunch of colleague, I have there. But what to do? Life must go on. Went into my new company, got a good car, even better than my own car. Happy with it!!! But now in a dilemma on what to do with my own car. My new company really are generous....alot of benefits and perks are given. And I might be getting PDA phone soon, thanks to some subsidise given by my company. This job comes with sacrifices. I have been drinking nearly every nite for the past weeks. I'm going back home at odd hours. It is really draining me up man. But I hope, I really can have good opportunity in this company especially with my former head honcho joining. I hope he can help me up in climbing corporate ladder, provided he still know me.

My beloved grandma pass away around 2 to 3 weeks ago. She was hospitalised for nearly a month. May my grandma rest in peace.

June month already coming. I hope starting from tomorrow onwards, my life would be more calm and again I really hope can go on leave man.

Eczema Command & Conquer

2006-12-06T17:32:00.000+08:00

Fuck!!!! Got attacked again by eczema. It have been for few weeks already but this time round, it is more severe. People have been asking about what happened to me. Damn sien, to answer them. In fact, myself are quite pissed off with this stupid eczema things. Every time when I got conquered by them, I will suffered like hell.

My body(arms, legs, chest, my back & etc) will start to itch like nobody business. Especially after my shower and in the nite. Then my skin will look dry and reddish. Is horrendous man!!!! Even my face do looked reddish. The skin also will start to peel off. It is so fucking annoying and disgusting. I'm already not handsome some more this stupid bugger attacked my freaking face.

The itching that I have to bear was just unbearable. Sometimes I scratched my skin until the blood started oozing out. That is why, my body have loads of scars or wounds due to eczema. When I went to see the bloody Skin Specialist, he will just said that eczema is like that, it will come on and off. What the fuck? If that the case, please bloody help to find me a cure. Stop squeezing my money till the last drops. Start analysing what caused it? Actually it can be caused by a lot factors, such seafoods, air, water and etc. But I want a definite answer not speculation. Anyway this Saturday, I will be visiting that fucker again just to get a jab at my arse to get rid of the stupid eczema. Then he will gimme some creams, antibiotics and the best medicine of all time, the bill - RM150 (approximately). I'm going here again because I wanna get rid of this eczema asap cause just can't stand anymore this suffering.

Then only after this final trip, hopefully, I will try to scout around for new dermatologist to cure me. I really hope to find a good 1. Because of this eczema thingy, I faced trouble to get into my current company, 2 years ago. The idiot doc, failed my medical due to skin problems and aonther issue. Luckily, I fought back my rights and managed to get in. God, please show me the ray of light.

Move Along

2006-11-27T19:27:00.000+08:00

Soon, I might be moving to a new position, boss, environment and etc. This event should have taken place quite some times ago this year. But it didn't materialised due to unforeseen issue from the management side. Today I have a firm offer from 1 of the Sales honcho, wanted me in his group. It is totally a different role from the earlier one although both also sales job. I'm quite sceptical in the begining also. A loads of issues running through my mind when he asked whether I have fill in the application form or not? I pretended to be blur sotong.

Around some times later, I was called into the room of the Head Honcho (boss to the Sales and my dept Honcho) together with my dept honcho. Confusing isn't it, with so many bosses around? But my company is such. Anyway, I was given a letter as soon as I laid my arse into the chair. He congratulated me on my upgrade in my current position. I was not really thrilled coz that was way overdue, since last year.

Later, he just talked to me and my boss regarding about my so called future position. He said, that I have potential in sales & marketing (if I'm not wrong) and he have been observing me. I'm really flattered to get such acknowledgement from the Head Honcho. Prior to this meeting, he already spoken to me about moving to sales and whether I'm keen or not. And I'm remember thoroughly he told me this "I'm watching you" which means he is tracking on my performances. I'm glad that people do noticed my capability. He was sort of telling my boss to let me move to sales. Then he continued saying, sometimes it can be a management decision in putting me there and we can't do anything about it. But up untill now, it is still depends to me. Coz although the Sales Honcho wanted me but I still need to apply the post as a formality.

Anyway, what really make me happy, it is my work that all the Honcho's have been noticing. They are recognising my effort and credentials from all the hardworks that I have initiated. At least a few bosses acknowledged my work although the best compliments came from the 3 reputable bosses. But I must admit, that in the last few months, I have been lagging in my job because I have lost my passion and drive for the current job. If I do apply the new job, I must said that it is more harder than my current role. I will be exposed to something very new and challenging. I will be managing a team of personnel that are way older than me and maybe a few young chaps that might be around my age. I will no longer be the company expenses. I will be generating volume to my company. No matter what. I should really stands on my feet in this new environment if I really move along.

It is so wrong!!!

2006-11-20T17:00:00.000+08:00

Occasionally, I found it amusing with our country authorities brilliant ideas and remarks. Sometimes, it just make me wonder how can they become a minister, councillor, and what eva shit they are, with their interesting and out of this world ideas. It do make me think that one bloody day, I can become a minister myself. Just make some silly remarks and you can become somebody already.

What a brilliant suggestion by our talented minister, for sending Malaysian very first astronaut to the outer space to do 'Teh Tarik', play batu Seremban and play top spinning (gasing)!!!! The govt spend tonnes of money just to see this bugger do such a horrendous act in other planet? What are they trying to prove? Is it to check how the 'teh' itself would flow in line with the gravity when the 'teh' is being tarik? Or is it to check whether the stupid stones and gasing would work against the gravity? It really left me bemused. What else can he think of? How about flying kite/Wau in the space? Or making roti canai or lemang in the outer space to see whether alien will come and eat or not?

Not only that, recently a lady journalist thigh was caught video-taped by a technician, while she covering an event. Certainly it is an act of a peeping tom and how on earth, a Municipal Council President blamed the victim of being too sexy? His out of this world remarks, really showed that there are still uncivilised humans exist in our world. He is being sexist. Instead of putting blame towards the animals act of the perpetrator, he should take actions against the the beast. Some more, the president itself was such a chicken that don't admit what he have said. All this while, I thought only the opposition party can come up with such sexist acts and remarks. It really left us disgusted.

Apart from some 'power people' being sexist, others choose to become racist. Why? In this year alone, countless race issues surface out in the media. After all these years of peace, why now only bring out such issues??? Why questioning on certain races speciality, credibility and others? We never questioned before the special rights of certain races? Sooner or later the bubble will burst, if these kind of issues still being addressed.

All these stupids and prodigal acts of certain people authorities really make our country proud of having such high calibre leaders. This is what we called Leader of the Future.

Clueless

2006-11-09T15:41:00.000+08:00

Can some one pls wake me up? I'm getting more n more clueless in what I want in my life especially in my career. My mind just won't work anymore when I'm in my workstation. My mind just wander like nobody business. Even my eye won't listen to me. It keep on shutting down. Damn man!

Come to work on Monday, already thinking of weekend. Work starts at 8.30pm, already thinking of 5.30pm, although I dun go back early but at least I can surf the net and chit chat here and there. Sigh!!! I have lost the motivation of workin here. At least if the pay is good, it will served as a motivation sense for me to continue strutting my arse here but too bad it is not the case.

Already looking for job but really don't know which line to go into - brand marketing or sales line? My current job experience is just not good enough for both lines. Or I'm destined to stay in my current fucked-up company forever. Been to 3 interview 2 mths back for brand position, but never been offered the job. I think reason being, no experience in brand exposure. Most of them said I'm just a coordinator. Fuck man!!! Which basically it is fucking true. Nearly got a job with a snack foods company, attended the 3rd interview - meet up with the GM and sit for a test, after that never got the calls anymore. I think, I did not fared well in the problem solving test and basically I'm pissed off with GM coz waited too long for him to interviewed me and always interupted by phone calls. But anyway, I'm not really keen on the job too, the pay not that attractive. I'm just trying my luck. Meanwhile the job I wanted the most, just attended the 1st interview only. Then end of story.

Well....well...well, I can only ponder myself, what the hell is wrong with me.

Is Not Easy!

2006-10-26T18:39:00.000+08:00

Having a gf is a not a simple task. You must really know what they want. Understanding them is like climbing Mount Everest, you gotta go thru the slippery route/tracks, coldness, frostbite and etc. I do agreed with what people said that it is difficult to understand a gal heart. Yesterday my gf send me this sms:

"So u have to try to understand gal. U like to go out. Langkawi..Melaka..Do u know? When I wan u come to my hm (home), i hav to think u bz or not, tired or not n so on. Then, u hav to consider it. I know my status. I gave u shirt, u didnt wear it, chocolate, u didnt eat it, frame, u didn't like it, towel, just put it there. I dunno wat I can do. I can do is give u freedom." .

Sigh. Kena shoot for for some petty stuffs.

M.I.A

2006-10-09T20:23:00.000+08:00

I had been missing in action (M.I.A) for nearly 10 months already. I dunno why I don't updates my blog anymore after CNY. Maybe I'm just bloody lazy. Yeah I'm really fucking lazy. Or maybe I just don't wanna blog. It could be also that I have lost my inspiration.

Well, what ever shit, I just don't give a damn. If I felt like blogging then I will just blog, exactly just like now. I'm still in office now, reading blog, checking tonnes of periodical e-mail, which I did not check at all. Ok...gtg now.....

Gong Xi Fa Cai

2006-01-31T11:51:00.000+08:00

Chinese New Year are in the third day already....so I would like to wish all the Chinese people no matter small or big size, young or old, pretty or ugly, single or couple and wateva la......GONG XI FA CAI!!!!!! Hope everybody Fatt Tai Choy!!!!

CNY Expenses

2006-01-25T19:17:00.000+08:00

I spent a lot for this coming CNY. It is more than any other CNY that I can recalled. But all of it was financed by Citibank. Well let's see where my money had flow:

1) Levi's Jean RM139
2) U2 Jean RM159
3) Maniac Glass RM260
4) Khakis Short Pants (RM29.90 per pcs) RM59.80
5) Khakis Long Pants (RM59.90 per pcs) RM119.80
6) Diesel Shirts (Less 50% - 3 pcs) RM66.85
7) Soda Shirts (Less 20% - 2pcs) RM49
TOTAL RM853.45

Damn I really overspent!!!!!

Hefty Fine

2006-01-11T18:30:00.000+08:00

Operating a parking lot in any supermarket or commercial building is really a good business to invest in. The high charges that all of us need to pay for parking are really exorbitant. The amount can be more ridiculous if we lost our tickets. At least we need to pay 200% of the original charges. I don't really see the rationale behind of such hefty fine imposed on those victims that lost their ticket.

Damn man!!! I was charged RM21 for losing that bloody parking tickets in Jusco Klang. The parking fees was only RM1 and flat rate some more. And because of my blurness and stupidity, I need to fork out 200% more to pay that unreasonable fine. If you are a J-Card member you only get to pay RM20. They minus out the RM1 because you are their fucking loyal customer. Don't you really think that is a joke??? With such a marginal deduction, better don't minus it off.

Sigh!! I'm RM20 poorer!!!! This month, my expenses incurred a lot of unnecessary stuff such as this 1.

Crush

2006-01-10T15:21:00.000+08:00

I'm really a weird guy. I have this tremendous weird and terrible emotional sense. It sometimes really turn me upsides down. Sigh....life sucks man!!!! I had a crush on this Hot Chick, 1 of my office temp worker (fuck, I mentioned lots of time about her). Smsing with her had gone to another level where some flirtatious words were used by her. Damn man!!!! She sure is making me wants her badly. Suprisingly went out with her last Saturday to Time Squares together with her fren, quite pretty too. But I squandered much of the time talking to her because her main objective is to shop. So basically we talked very less. Give her a treat for lunch in a stupid Japanese restaurant that does'nt taste nice. Again we did not talked much. I'm so god damn lame at tackling gal. I think I did not impressed her in that outing.

She have a bf that drove a modified Perdana V6 with a gigantic exhaust and what the heck I have 2 cars man!!! My company car -Satria and my bloody own Wira SE. Actually it really makes me wondered what is her motive, since she already have a bf? To be honest her act did caused some emotional distress to me and sometimes I'm tense up. I really dunno whether her act serve only as a friendly gesture to me or is more than that.

Anyway I think, I have make up my mind not to toy with her that much anymore. Even if I fool around with her, it will be purely for the sake of fun and not those love hanky panky. Although I do like her....but I think she treat me more like a fren. So I dunwan to cracked my head too much thinking of her. Basically it waste my bloody time and mind thinking of her. But to be honest, if I really have the opportunity to tackle her, I will really go for it but provided there's some strong hint from her.

Randoms

2005-12-22T01:35:00.000+08:00

Hiatus
It seems I have lost some passion on blogging. Why?? I really dunno. Maybe I'm plain lazy. Now I'm more of a Blogder (blog reader).

Bloody Comment Spams
Now I'm really tulan with all the stupid comment spams that I'm having with my last posting. I have deleted a couple of it earlier on but it just won't stop pilling up. A total of 36 comment spams had engraved their arse there. And I dunno why I can't delete it using my pc at home. I must use my offfice pc to delete it off then. I'm really pissed off now. Fuck all the retarded bloody damn companies that utilised comment spams as a marketing tools. May your companies shuts down in the very near future for what ever fucking reasons.

Hibernating
I'm currrently on nearly a 2 weeks leave. Damn I have loads of leave to clear off before the end of the year. I have carried forward 7 days for next year. So now I'm clearing the remaining 11 days left. Too bad in this 2 weeks I got nowhere to go. Will be spending it at home. Went out with CK for few days for movie.

Dumb Colleague
Although I'm on leave but still my dumb colleague keeps on smsing me asking me this and that. Bloody hell!!!! I have wasted loads of money n energy replying her damn sms. She might as well just call me rather then sms me if there are so many questions that she wanted to asked. Bloody dum colleague of mine. Feel like killing her.

Dumb Admin and Finance Dept
My company had the worst Admin and Finance dept. They are so tied down by bureaucracy. To get a fucking cheque from them is like waiting for Angelina Jolie becoming my wife. I have a function in Sept at Tropicana and up till now my bloody company have'nt pay them that bloody cheque. It was due to all the red tapes done by those dumb ass Admin & Finance Dept that caused all this stupid matter delays for no fucking apparent reason. Why I'm so pissed off?? Damn man, coz Tropicana is chasing me like hell. Calling me nearly everyday like loan shark.

SMSing the Hot Chick
I have managed to get the phone no. of that Hot Chick that I mentioned in my earlier post. That was just around a month back I presumed. After that I started to smsing her with those funny jokes. Eventually and slowly, we engaged in some conversation. She is quite cool coz she answered all my sms although it takes a long time for her to reply me back. At least it is a 2 way communication. To be honest, I would like to tackle her if I have the chance and courage. She is hot but too bad she have bf already, but again I duno how true is that although I asked her b4. I wasted a golden opportunity of goin out with her last weekend if I was abit more alert and sensitive in what she said. Damn!!! She sort of hinted or asked me to watched Kong with her but some how I can't recalled it. Shit man!! I have asked her out this weekend for movie but she can't coz she busy with something. And stupidly I asked her to advise on her availability next time instead of I asking her out again. Oh! How lame am I!!!!

Rules of Clubbing
1) No money don't fucking clubbing.
2) Club ain't the place for you to find companionship if you can't even afford the cover charge.
3) Don't fucking ever bring me to club if you want to tackle gals there.
4) Don't fucking clubbing if you tought of paying the cover charge.
5) If you are hosting a friend to club, pay all the expenses 1st and then only claims back from him or her.
6) Clubbing would be fucking fun if you bring a bunch of friends or chics together and not 2 ma lat lou.
7) I will fucking think twice if my fucking friend M asked me for clubbing with him again.

51st Posting
Can you believe it that this is my 51st entries in my blog. It isn't a great achievement though considering I had blogged for a year plus. I should have about 100 entries by now. But who cares??

Fucking boss and Fucking company
I fucking hates my boss for not helping me in my increment and working grades. He even have the fucking guts to give me a silly and lame answer. I fucking hate my company because it had become more and more unbecoming.

Life's Sucks!!!!!

2005-10-29T17:56:00.000+08:00

I'm still in the office on a Saturday evening, 6.02pm. Damn man!!! I really have no life!!! Met a pretty colleague on my way to the 3rd floor of my office and I told her to get a life instead of strutting her arse, smacking her face on multi colour computer screen. Hahaha!!! But now I'm just like her. Life sucks!!! Her bf is stupid for letting his gf work like a mad dog. I think i should rescue my pretty colleague. Sigh, but I'm not brave enough. Somehow I flirted with 1 promoter girl during my work at Giant Ulu Klang just now, I managed to gathered all my courageness to asked her out and she sort of agreed but too bad she have a bf after much of Q&A session with her. Dissapointed again. Kind of thinking of it, I'm stupid.

Anyway lately, life's aren't that really great. Kinda pissed with my work and I'm getting ineffective due to tiredness I guessed. But I'm taking a week holiday straight away after Raya break. I thoroughly deserved it. By the way I'm really looking forward for my Langkawi trip for maximum enjoyment and relaxation. I hope my bunch of Lamb Bugger fren won't ruin it. I want to be inebriated as much as I can. I want to forget my workload, my boss face, my work partner antics (she like's to pretend that she is cute) - damn I hate her, other bosses tantrum, the stupid Witch (mentioned her b4 in my previous post) voice, face and everything I loathe about her. What else I want to forget?? Damn that's a lot man.

Past, Present and Future.
1) Have tried out riding an ATV (a 4 wheels motor) going through all the rough terrains and muddy patches. It was damn exciting.
2) Drove a go-kart. Damn it was fun. I like the adrenaline rush running thru my blood. Yeah, I'm keen to try it again.
3) I'm damn lazy to do my claims for all my company expenses that was paid earlier. Now I'm sorta of broke. My fucking company owed me few hundred bucks man. I think it nearly touches 1 grand.
4) I was head hunted by a job agency. I managed to go for the interview with them and have handed up my resume to them. They replied me with a vacancy from New Zealand Susu and I have reverted to them that I'm interested but up untill today no answer from them back. Pissed off man!!!
5) Will start looking around in The Star Jobs Classified session to check it out for any suitable and interesting vacancy.
6) Have loads of booze during the last 2 to 3 weeks. Will resume with that when I'm in Langkawi next week.
7) Fuck, my birthday is coming soon on 7th Nov, but I think I'm going to spend it alone again this year. I really gotta get a life soon.
8) Hmmm, I get some sort of acknowledgement and compliment from a superior, that really make me felt happy that people can saw that I really working my arse up!!!
9) I'm officially really fucking pissed off with Lamb Bugger and their fucking stupid bloody idiotic salesman including all my fucking bloody hell frens that are a Lamb Bugger member. I was so naive to falls into my fren trick to listen to 1 of his frens talk about Lamb Bugger for the 5th time.
10) But anyway my Lamb Bugger fren and his bastard fren was fired by me like hell. Hope they won't look for me again.
11) 1 of my ex company manager who left recently coaxed me into joining Amway. He is a nice guy anywa earning a decent salary of more than 5 figure income monthly from his stable job. But still he is doing Amway. But at least Amway is better that Lamb Bugger alot.

Business Basis = Selling

2005-09-04T03:14:00.000+08:00

Network marketing and multi-level marketing are all the same shitty stuff not matter it is a gold ke, air purifier kah or what ever shit....it is still the same fucking concept that I would like to hate and loathe at it. You build your networking ke, your contacts ke, in the end the basis of a business is still selling. How can you make profit, if you don't sell??? If you recruits 1000 of people under you and the 1000 peoples are not selling the products, how the company can sustain and make profit and how they can then pay all the morons and idiot like you comissions??? Pls tell me!!! Network marketing is not a rocket science kind of thingy but a lot of people's think highly on it. The basis of network marketing is still selling and buying. They sell you the products and concept and then you ends up being the moron to buy it from them. Pls tell me what businesses in this universe that don't sell and can make money by just recruiting people in order to build their networking?

I needs......

2005-09-04T02:18:00.000+08:00

A few days of recuperating at home and entertaining some people really brought some sense to me. I noticed that the 'old' me is like coming back. Confidence is slowly pilling up again. My level of enthusiasm are like building all over again. A lot of thoughts came through my mind lately, on what I should do, how I should do, who I should mix with and what not to do? I don't know why suddenly I sort of like make up my mind.

All this while, I'm very sceptical about life. I'm very naive and sometimes I always have negative thoughts. I used to be an optimistic person during my study time. But as I started working, slowly I diverted abit to become a pessimist. The reality of working life caused me to be like that. But I think all this are going to change as I think I may found a new perpective in life.

Basically being acknowledged by certain people really means alot to me. If your boss recognised what you did, of coz it is good, but it even more better if another superior knows about your capability and acknowledged you also. This is what happened to me today and I have taken some serious thought on what he had said to me. It sorts of bring me some fresh ideas on how I should strategise my career. It really opened up my mind to accept new idea which is good and beneficial to me. All this while, I had been quite stubborn in accepting peoples idea. So from now onwards, I must learn to buy their ideas. I really need to change.

I need to become a good listener. If people like to boast about their career, objectives and what so ever, I will just listen. If it really good, then I will pick it up. If it is not then, it just be another shity song. I can even learn a few trick from them also on how to boast which I think it is very useful.

I really need to start reading books back. I already have a few books in mind that I need to have. I definitely will get it soon. I felt being stagnated for 2 years already after I started to work. Any good books out there???

I would need to learn alot of things. But I will take 1 step at a time. I have given myself another year in my present company and then I will see how to go about then. If there is improvement that I managed to foresee in my present company in a year time, I will grab that opportunity, if not then I will get my arse out of it. I had just done my appraisal before I go on leave a few days back, and I'm really hoping to get at least a 20% increment from my current pay and at least a minimum of 2 and a 1/2 months of bonus. I'm really hope to get what I deserved although I know how my company HR works. They will squeezed people's salary till the last drop. That's why I hope my boss can help to fight for me.

Doc's Lexus Harrier

2005-09-03T01:57:00.000+08:00

Just 3 weeks back, Butcher surprised me by driving a Jazz. I'm really impressed. But tonite, I was more shocked with what Doctor is driving now. For the 1st time, I was sitting in a Lexus Harrier. And yes, Doctor is driving it now. Beside from the Lexus, he is still having the Satria GTI. He is looking for the right buyer to sell it off only.

Can you imagine just a 23 years old guy, he had achieved so much in his life. Not forgetting also the capital he is having now. From his estimation, he had about RM150k now in his hand. For a ordinary guy like me, I would really need to work my ass up to achieve that. Although he is not leading a very healthy life but it brough him a whole loads of money. From what he shared with us in our yamcha session tonite in Midah, he had gone thru much in his life, the ups and downs. Easily he can flaunt RM5-7k in a niteclub in just 1 night. For me to have that money, I need to save around 6 to 7 months of my salary. Although what he earned are not those clean money but at least he think of himself by saving the money up. And he told us he have resigned from becoming a doctor already. Hmmm....I hope what he said is the true.

What I want to stress here is that I need to have some change in my life in order to have the luxury of live which is having loads of money. Of coz not by diverting to make illegal money but find others way to earn extra income. The word CHANGE sure does brings a heavy significant factors in a person life. It can be a success if the CHANGE that you made is a positive change.

Surprising Move

2005-08-31T14:30:00.000+08:00

I'm not really a hardcore Michael Owen's admirer. But I do adore his scoring instinct and footballing skills that made him one of England most prolific goal poachers. The way he burst into the Wold Cup 98, was superb, with a fantastic goal that kept alot of England fans up on their feet celebrating that marvellous goal, and I was one of them. He was a loyal servant to Anfield outfits Liverpool all this while and still he is, altough he moved to Real Madrid a year ago, with quite a reluctant heart. But that is football scenario, live must go on for what ever reasons. Furthermore how can any footballer reject the move to Real??

A year had passed for Owen in Madrid and still he is unable to break into Real first eleven. Coupling with the new recruits of young samba players, Baptista and Robinho, Owen had dropped down the pecking order into the fifth choice striker. Offers had started knocking on his door. Everton, Livepool, Newcastle and even Manchester United.

I'm a staunch Man Utd supporter and how I wish Man Utd signed him and get rid of Louis Saha. But too bad, Saha is damn injury prone, so he is worthless already. Coupled with the factors that Man Utd already have 2 potent striker, so it is not really applicable to bring Owen in. If Owen did came here, it is no harm also for Man Utd. How I wish to see Nistelrooy, Rooney and Owen playing together in Man Utd new 4-3-3 formation. It would be damn interesting and certainly this would be the most potent strikeforce in the English premier league and maybe in Europe or most probably in the world. But anyway all this shit, just remained as a hopeless wish.

A few days ago, Owen was yearning a return to Anfield, his most prefered destination and Newcastle had tabled up a bid of around 17 million pounds supassing Alan Shearer club tranfer fees record. With this 2 likely options only can Owen make his decision. Benitez not so so keen on bringing Owen back to Anfield. So Newcastle is the only choice that Owen can choose.

In most layman mind, how can a great player like Owen, no other prestige clubs are willing to offer him a contract? What happen to clubs like Arsenal, Chelsea, AC Milan, Inter Milan, Barcelona and so on? Such a good player but no bigger clubs is intereted.

So today, Owen had make a surprise move to Newcastle United. His only choice as he was left with no more choices. In my opinion, the Magpies is a great club but recently their power had started to wane tremendously. Hence this really doubt me, with Owen inclusion into this club, can they move their ass up into the league? There's a classical example in the shape of Shearer, whose have such a terrific goal records but up until today he is still trophyless. As for a winner like Owen, can he sustained such an environment. He is a born winner. He had won many trophies with Liverpool, hence can Newcastle win any trophy? Can finally Owen hold the EPL trophy with Newcastle? Owen might just be another Shearer in disguise, winning nothing altough being the club top poacher for every seasons.

Anyway, I do wish Owen all the best with Newcastle United. It would be really exciting watching him back in actions firing from all cylinders against any permiership team except Man Utd. And some days a better clubs will make a move for him.

* Interesting new recruits this season:
1) Michael Owen (Newcastle Utd)
2) Hidetoshi Nakata (Bolton Wanderers)
3) Edgar Davids (Tottenham United)
4) Park Ji Sung (Man Utd)
5) Lee Young-pyo (if the move to Tottenham go thru)

* Interesting Team to watch this season:
1) Chelsea (favourites)
2) Man Utd (dark horse)
3) Arsenal (dark horse)
4) Liverpool (darkhouse)
5) Tottenham (underdog)
7) West Ham (underdog)
8) Newcastle Utd (underdog)
9) Everton (underdog)

Female Influx

2005-08-17T19:25:00.000+08:00

I started to noticed that nowadays more and more employers like to hire female as their employee. Why??? What happened to all the guys out there??? Are the men like us not qualified enough??? I think maybe because we don't have the boobs or the hour glass body that can keep all the male employers drooling. We are not slutty and bitchy enough. Plus we have too many hairs. Some more we have the same organs that our male employers have. So why they must hire us???

Anyway my company have hired tonnes of female staff recently. I have lost count how many have came in. Well my new partner just came in today. Damn man....she is not what I expected her to look like although I had saw her picture before. Sigh!!!! My motivation have drop to the lowest point. But nevertheless, I can still keep my eyes on the new temporary admin chicks that I mentioned earlier in my post:) In other department also a few new gal had just joined my company too and soon there will be some more. But to be honest, there isn't many pretty chicks that occupied in my company.

Where have all the nice chicks had gone??????

Lamb Burger = Rich?????

2005-08-14T02:28:00.000+08:00

Basically I have posted this Lamb Burger thingy before, around a year ago. But tonite something prompted me to blogged about it again as something interesting happened. A few of my friends, secondary and collegemate had ventured into this network marketing thingy and tonite, I was being approached by 2 of my former secondary friends and again I said, "Let me think about it 1st and I'm not really interested in it." But still they insisted to briefed me and tried to coaxed me into this.

To be honest, again this Lamb Burger confuses my mind about joining them. And I admit my 2 former secondary friend really open up my eyes. Who don't want to rich? But what is the way? Then later on, 1 of my closest friend(Wong Choy) told me that he had joined Lamb Burger and last month he earned about 10k. "What the fuck ??" I yelled at myself. He then told me that he planned to buy a Honda City to his girlfriend this coming October using the profits he earned from Lamb Burger. I was totally dumbfucked by then. Just 1 or 2 months ago,Wong Choy just quit his job and was looking for job. He seems to be worried bout it but stil he enjoyed his life to the fullest, spending money like nobody business. But never in my mind, a month later he had become so successful.

I'm very demotivated with my own career and money. Untill now, I have not yet earned the 10k that I have been yearning for so long. But in just such a short time, Wong Choy can get easily. I think he won't be looking for any more job in the very near future. Both of us are just 23 years old but how come he is so successful?? Yes, I do admit that I'm jealous with his success and not only that, he have a great girlfriend and he is from a rich family, furthermore he is very lucky in his life. Easily he get what ever he wanted in life but why not me? He is earning 10k per month, meanwhile I'm just earning a mere Rm1850. What the fuck man??????What is wrong with me????

Anyway should I join Lamb Burger?? This will still remained as a puzzle to me because I just don' know what my answer is. I'm also contemplating on doing insurance sales or credit card as my part time job. Actually I'm really thinking on how to increase my earnings. But untill now I'm still clueless. Another 1 of my secondary friend (Butcher), just bought a Honda Jazz. Damn man!!! He really surprised me.

I must really start to buck up my career and earnings already. I must keep up with the pace that all my friends have set-up. From my analysis, I noticed that I'm a real underachiever compared to all my peers. I must change my mind set and attitude in order to succeed. The key word here is CHANGE!!!!!

Happy and Annoying Moments

2005-08-11T23:45:00.000+08:00

Hopes
My hopes of getting a pay rise seems to be in the right direction. Just 2 days ago, I was having a short talk with my boss on my salary and hinted that I need an increment. And he responded positively. This really brought smile to my face. I told him that I was getting a very low pay that does not reflects the true value on what I am doing and also I'm way underpaid compared to the others. Again he agreed with me. Not only that, it seems to me that he will try to upgrade my grade from 6 to 7 and also my backdated wages. Woohoo!!! Damn I'm really spirited to work on the next day.

Hot chick
Damn man!!! Her body is so damn solid. She really caught my eyes. Am I in dream land??? Wow!!! The way her body move when she was walking really melts my heart man. Although with a small frame of body but she do posessed the alluring body that every single guys on earth can dreams of. I was talking to my colleague on something, till when I saw her passing by, my eyes immediately diverted to her while my mouth still talking. My colleague started to laughed at me and teased me. Well, I don't care bout their laugh anyway. I thik she is quite young maybe around 19 or 20 years of age. She is our admin temporary staff. But too bad, I have not really approach her yet. I'm just waiting for the right time.

Hazy...Hazy...and freaking Hazy....
The hazy conditions in Malaysia especially in Selangor and KL are really killing everybody nerves. The thick smokes can suffocates every bloody innocent lives. The situation was so bad in Shah Alam, the place where I worked. To be honest, while driving today from Kl heading back to Shah Alam, I was really terrified with the worsening stiuations. It was just like an armageddon that going to happen soon.

I really dunno what the hell the our neighbouring country is doing? Again they are the culprits that caused haze to ocurred again here in Malaysia. It is already not the 1st time this kind of disaster happened. Due to their sheer stupidity, we, Malaysians have to suffered and faced the consequences. Can't they just be more pro-active for goodness sake. Damn, it is fucking annoying!!!!

Tid Bits

2005-08-08T14:39:00.000+08:00

I'm very inconsistent in blogging. Sometimes I blogged then I stopped for 1 or 2 months and then blog again. What the heck man? Anyway I don't really give much damn about it. Today was my first official annual leave I'm taking after 10 months of intense working. I'm sort of felt a little bit burn out. In fact I have been workin non stop, 7 days a week for the past 4 weeks. So definitely I deserved this rest.

The past 1 month event, thought and whatever shit....

1) Moment of madness
Have been thinking loads of stuff lately although not so in-depth. Particularly are about money and love. Damn man....why i kept to indulge myself in this 2 main issues?? I'm looking for way to
increase my captital, but how? Have been analysing lots of businesses lately but mostly are those small capital venture such as those hawker businesses. Little investment but unlimited returns. While doing sampling yesterday at Fajar Pandan Indah, 1 nasi lemak stall really caught my attention. With just a RM1 per packet, their customers keep on pouring like nobody care. If you add some rendang or ayam, it wil cost more. From my observation, easily they can sell about 200 packets per day. Then a few days ago, a simple chat with 1 of my company lorry driver lead me to interesting findings. The lads, I known as Uma, earned as much a sales manager. Impressive!!! Easily he can fetch 4 to 5k per month. Furthermore he have a diploma in civil engineering. As for love, hate it or loathe it.

2) Reunion
Met up with Loonatik from his short trip back to Malaysia last 2 weeks.. Can't wait for this guy to come back here for good. As for yesterday, it was Teo and Reuben birthday, so we sort of gathered at 1 cafe in Lembah Maju and then proceeded to Bukit Saga. Well again we catch up on our former glory days in secondary school and also updating our former friends. Surprisingly this topic kept us excited in all our reunions. I'm very hopeful for another reunion soon.

3) Short Fuse
Nowadays I easily got offended by certain people antics and remarks. Immediately my temper will skyrocket. Screwed up a few managers and colleague before in this past 1 month. Damn man, I must start controlling my temper before it ends my career abruptly.

4) Alcohol
Have been consuming this nearly every weekend, luckily I'm not an acoholic yet. But I'm enjoying it man.

5) Bloody good actors and actresses.
Every single little managers in my fuck up company are well bloody good actors and actresses. Sigh!! They should received an Oscar for it. By the way there is a witch in my company that I hate the most.

6) Moment of truth
Just got to know that 1 of my colleague is in a Malaysian Idols ads. No wonder he is so damn familiar when for the first time I saw that ads. He is the mango seller that raps his stuff to his customer. And another of my former schoolmate was a singer in the local band called Edge of Fire. Surprise, surprise, suprise. What else more are happening???

People around me are changing rapidly, I really need to buck up my pace to be on par with them. Only losers will be left out.

The Art of The Office

2005-06-26T15:41:00.000+08:00

Working in an large organisation, one's must learn The Art of The Office in order to survive the onslaught by any beast in that organisation. There are alot of types of different species living in the same jungle with you that you call it an office or your second home. But be very aware that different kind of species have diffrent functionality and motives.

Some species are those quiet and innocent types that does'nt bother anybody but just concentrate on doing their job. There are also those who are very quiet but they know in and out of the whole office itself. They know what to do, when to talk and how to do or talk. Meanwhile another types are those animals that will never learn to keep their mouth shuts. They will just talk, talk and talk. No matter what species all this beasts falls to, we must extremely beware with them. We never know which one will claws you at the back or will eat you alive.

Therefore, this is where The Art of The Office comes to the rescue. As a smart workers, we must know how to defend ourself. We must have the nessecary skills to learn the martial art that can protect ourselves. Well it is not taekwondo, karate or silat. It is nevertheless known as tai-chi. Tai-chi is a very well-known martial arts in the world especially to those uncle and auntie, kong-kong and poh-poh where wanted to have a healthy life. For them tai-chi are not only for exercising but also for releasing stress. A lot of the younger generations, always perceived that tai-chi are for old folks. But they are absolutely wrong.

Nowadays tai-chi are not only being practised in the park or some martial art centres but also in the offices. Graduates who are looking for job must not only equipped themselves with good results and communication skills but also have tai-chi background. Why? Well working in an offices that are full of dangers, one's must be very alert on when to use the tai-chi to defend their own self. When things are not right although it is your mistake be very clever to tai-chi the mistakes to some one else in order to save your own butt.

Seasoned tai-chi practitioner are always in tip-top condition. They knew exactly when to exercise their tai-chi. If you are not good at it, be prepared for the onslaught. Dangers lurking everyhere in the office. In an organisation with high politicking, tai-chi will be a very handy tool. Without tai-chi, you will end up being the scapegoat for others people mistakes and you will end up picking others people shit. Your workload will keep on pilling like not body business although it is not your job.

Tai-chi is known as The Art of The Office. We must know how to push the bad stuffs to people and pull what is the best for you in order to survive the wilderness of the office politicking.

Work, money, boredom, loneliness....

2005-06-25T12:49:00.000+08:00

I'm terribly feeling restless this past 2 months, which had prompted me not to blogged although I have loads of stuffs to blog about. I'm officially working 12 hours a day now with the damn same low pay. It is just about work, work and work....I'm not a workaholic but the workload just keep on pilling like nobody business. I and my boss are getting more and more pissed off and sometimes both us become very blur with what we are doing. In fact I noticed that not only my dept is suffering, but others too. Personally I felt that the morale of my company staffs are at a all time low. My temper nowadays easily shoot-up. Is not easy to cope with the extra burden that I'm facing and with all unreasonable deadlines to beat. There are once, while having a yamcha session, a Sales Manager asked me, "so what have you learn working here in this marketing dept?" Fuck!!! I basically can't answered his question. Coz I really learned nothing here. I think it is the time that I should really review myself already on what I want to do in my such a fucked-up career. It irritates me that others are doing so well in their career. The pressure of excelling in my career is really driving me nuts. I'm so tense up working in my current company.

With the extremely low pay that I'm earning, is really difficult for me to be rich. Savings is not the way to be rich. So how?? I'm really dumbfucked now with what I should do? A few weeks ago, I was looking at my savings account passbook and to my dismay, my savings not even reach the 10k marks after nearly 2 years of working. Money, money, money , where the hell are you? There are alot of stuffs that I really wanted to buy, but I just can't. With the escalating prices and cost of living, how can I survived with a mere salary of less than 2k per month. I'm contemplating a move to sell off my car to generate some cash and to avoid more depreciation on my car value. But my dad just won't fucking allowed.

Boredom = loneliness. Damn man, I'm beginning to noticed that my social life and my friend circles are slowly decreasing. I'm not really my usual self anymore. Have I been more self-centred? Damn I really don't want to be that way. During my younger days, I easily mixed around with anybody. But now, it just seems so damn hard...Maybe I'm getting old although I'm just 23. I have become disillusioned with this fucking life. Strutting my arse at home during Friday nite and Saturday are really killing me. The loneliness are slowly creeping into my nerves coupling with the working stress, I really felt useless. Am I lacking the love feeling? Nearly all of my frens are already couples. It just annoyed me that I haven't found the right one yet. I don't even have a target now so how to find the right one? More over my social life is getting lesser and lesser. I'm just plain blur with what I supposed to do with my damn life.

What a Friday nite!

2005-04-16T02:28:00.000+08:00

Just came back from a place that I would'nt go if I can anticipated it to be so boring. My initial plan yesterday nite was supposed to go to Bar Savanh or The Loft for free flowing all nite long but the plan was cancelled due to lack of response and 'fong fei kei' by my so called fren. It has been very unbecoming already with my frens antic especially those fomer collegemate. Instead now my rapport with my former secondary school frens have been very good.

Anyway I ended up stranded in a pasar malam tonite with my fren being surrounded by dozens of Malays which I does't really like it. I felt intimidated. Is not that I'm against Malays or racist but I just does'nt felt comfortable. I can only see a handful of Chinese fella or other races. Meanwhile as for my fren, he seem to be enjoying himself. Wat the fuck?? Yeah he is loving every minutes of it I assumed. Hopping from 1 stall to another stalls. Looking so curious and eager at those jersey stall particularly rubgy jersey, traditional medicine, self accessories, crocodile doll and etc.

What annoyed me was, when we visited the traditional medicine stall which specialises in cock enlargement. Yeah for the 1st time definitely it look interesting with the 'doctor' showing all types of small cock and the after result by using his medicine. Well whether is it true or not? The truth is out there. The annoying part was when he visited the stalls for the 2nd time untill I need to drag him out. I really dunno what he is really thinking.

It definitely won't be a 2nd time I visit this pasar malam again. At least my fren got something for himself which is the imitate rubgy jersey. But anyway before we went to the pasar malam, we did go to the clubs that we supposed to go, just for the purpose of checking out the crowd and the environment. It seems to be quite happening and the chicks was simply fabulous. We just passed by the club in my fren car. Then we proceeded to Bangsar with the same motive, but it proved that Bangsar is no longer have the pulling power. Although there are some crowds there but it is not happening at all.

Annoying Pure Stupidity

2005-04-14T08:40:00.000+08:00

Ehhhh....ehhhh....
Ehhhh....ehhhh....
Ehhhh....ehhhh....
Ehhhh....ehhhh.... 10x....20x....

I no longer recalled how many freaking times that I heard that sound when starting my new useless junkie...Each time I managed to start it although I have to endured countless difficulties. But just an hour ago that was last straw because I already unable to start my car...and that sounds continued non stop while I tried to ignite my car. There was no longer point of return to have any hope of starting that car up. I give up!!!!

Tried to called the person in charge from my company but to no avail. Unreachable with that stupid voicemail...irritated me even more. But still I'm just cool about it. Anger does not seem to be boiling. So I just wait patiently to try to call him again. My neighbours offered help to jumpstart the my engine and push the car...but it was simply pointless. Went inside my house and told my bro about my car and he wanted to help. But I'm not impressed because I knew it will lead to another problem. He tried to start the car and checked batteries...and it proved to be fruitless. One things lead to another...now he is pushing the car and I supposed to tried start the car up. He pushed and pushed, and I started and started but it is juts plain useless. In the midst of all this some fucking disagreement happened with me and my bro...which I'm not really mad but just annoyed with his sheer stupidity. I will never ever accept his offer of help anymore...Well I have summarised the sheer idiotness shown by my bro and some people that revolved around my new useless junkie:

Stupidity No.1
My bro left my car in the middle of the road after we exchanged some words...the car is totally blocking other incoming cars.. Luckily there was no incoming cars and still in the housing area. I never asked him for help and he is the one that offered the help. So when we fucked each others up and he lost his temper after I uttered "I never asked you to help me" so immediately he left my car. Yeah I was wrong to said that...but hey I never asked him to help me. So thinking back I was never wrong at all. If you offered people help, you should measured your capability 1st and be sincere. Which in this case, I don't think so! Eventhough if the car was started up, I need to drive all the way to my office in Shah Alam. If my car broke down again on my way there, then how? I already disagreed on pushing the car but he insisted it. Maybe I'm not that
knowledgeable about car compared to him but my using common sense to think. What he did just now was simply like a Malay proverbs "seperti tikus membaiki labu". In which I translated it as a stupid act.

Stupidity No.2
The mechanics that repaired my car was an idiot and stupid. I have send my car twice to that workshop and to be repair at the same problems. The final repair was only yesterday. Today will be the third time my car will be fixed for exactly the same problems. But this time round the mechanic is from another workshop. Stupid mechanics!!

Stupidity No.3
The person in charge of the my company fleet was an idiot also. I have already told him that I have pushed the car twice and still cannot start but he insist on pushing it again. Which I brushed his stupid idea off and demanded a reasonable answer. Finally he asked me to called our company workshop in KL to come and fix it which I did. How stupid can he be??

Stupidity No.4
I would be the last stupid person to accept my bro's help. Fuck how can I be so stupid?? Although I know I will get into trouble. Sigh!

Let me be clear wih my bro. Personally I have nothing against him up by blogging about him here. But I'm really annoyed with what he did today. Although whenever I lost my temper I never ever stop helping the particular person or just like today case, left my car in the middle of the road all by myself which I find him to be rather insensical, idiotic and stupid.

Whatever!!!

2005-04-03T01:10:00.000+08:00

I had been hibernating for the past 1 month from blogging. Why? Because I just simply dunno what to blog about. Nothing interesting happened..but just for the sake of blogging...I need to update some stuff that revolved around me...

New Junk
Finally I got the Satria that was supposed to give me earlier... anyway the car was not so great either...it is damn dirty and smelly when I took over the car for the very 1st time...but the car is damn light and quite fast compared to the 1st junkie...There are some major works that need to be done to this car, the gasket, compressor, 'cher kiok' duno how to spell it in English, the driver seats cover and some upholstery on the seats...

Thai Club
I went to clubbing last week and it has been a very long hiatus from clubbing scene for me...it was about a year ago the last time I went to club...but anyway I'm not a clubbing kaki...just very occasionally I went there...I was flabbergasted by what Loonatik said when I mentioned to him we went to Thai club...'walauyeah u guys stil got clubbing 1 ar?'..hahaha once in a while la my fren...you wanna go clubbing with us, Loonatik? But wait till you returned from Bahrain 1st la...Basically there was nothing great in Thai Club...pretty chicks...maybe just a handful only. But it is damn hot in Thai Club...unbearable man! We opened a cannon of CHivas that nite and paid only RM72, the rest was subsidised by another rich fella. I still remember that once my fren told me that when a guy opened a cannon, lots of gals wil come to the table and flirt with us...but this myth is not true at all... I waited for so fucking long...but no one came...tiu....chibai dunno who came up with such a stupid myth...

Break
Hmmm... I lost my monthly RM200 source from my part time job... I was told by the lady boss that they are in the midst of restructuring wit all the new staffs coming in...so she need the time to settle down with them in order for them to operates efficiently...hence my services temporarily was not needed or appreciated...so she said for the time being, you can take a break...Wat the hell man!!!! What really pissed me off is, I'm just earning RM200 from her stupid cafe and she wanted to calculate the 'poh na sou' with me..."I will calculate the amount of salary that we owed you." I supposed to get a full salary last month because I turned up everyweek...but still she want to calculate my salary...hell with your cafe la...

High and Low

2005-03-03T23:47:00.000+08:00

High Moment

Satria
Yahoo!!! I'm changing my company car from the junkie Iswara to Satria...hahaha!! Although now I have have acustomed myself to the Iswara but what the heck....coz Satria is far more presentable than Iswara....and further more the Satria was just recently repainted.... Actually I'm more looking forward to get a brand new Wira 1.5 or a Kelisa but now it seems I won't that chances anymore....I heard it from a reliable sources from my company that my company is buying a fleet of new car....

Marion Caunter
Last 2 or 3 days ago I was at a new promotion launching in 1 of a pub or bistro beside Sheratoon Imperial...alot of top management people from my company went therre upon invitation and people from press as well...as well as a few local celebrities....but 1 of the celebrities that really captivated my attention was Marion Caunter...she was more prettier in person than on screen...and she is abit tall too but not too tall....she is not the petite types that I have thought all this while....oh yeah another stuffs is...she have big boobies....hahah which I think that all of you never thought of it...yeah she do have big boobs.. and this is for real...that was refreshing!!! Anyway I just wanted to compliment her for being so pretty...but damn I'm not brave enough to approach her for a snap of photo using my camera phone...dissapointing....

Low Moment

Crash ...Boom...Bang
Again I crashed my car....luckily it is my company car...but that hurts too coz I'm paying the summon...fuck man...this time round I rammed into a Wira at the left front part which caused the front light and the signal lamp brroken into pieces, meanwhile the bumper only scratches abit. Some more worse now I'm worrying that I won't be getting the Satria...Damn man!!! Just a day after that I knew I was getting that Satria, straight in the morning I banged my car....Well now it all depends on the managment to decide....shit...I need to be interviewed by them...sort like a NYPD Blue scene...

Monay..Monay..Where the hell all the monay gone????
I'm facing deficit for the month of February and most probably on this month too.....So where the fuck my monay have gone??? Well I have loads of expenses for this 2 months...and my salary is barely 2k's after deducting he EPF and Sosco....in fact my Feb salary is not enough to cover my expenses which I have to digged deep inside my own savings...The fucking irrittaing and annoying expenses are such as:
1) Car Insurance- it can never expired at a very nice time...just after CNY ....Do you know that the bills are already high during CNY but damn it chooses to expired that very bloody time...it cozt me 1k plus...
2)Road Tax - Yeah...yeah...yeah being squeezeed by the govt again....
3)Car Installment-Monthly choker....
4)Life Insurance-Month sucker....
5)Traffic summon-it can never came at the nice time...well when I'm just in the midst of being broke ...I met with the stupid accident...and was slapped with a fine of RM300... I'm tryin to get the fine lower thru some connection...
6)Credit card bills-Occasional blood sucker!!. This is my tools while doing my CNY shopping blitz hence I paid for the price...and some are outstaion expenses and some petrol bills
7)Parent allowance - monthly duty of a filial son...hehehe now I'm comtemplating on whether to give them or not this month after al the expenses that incurred...

Is not fair for a poor guy like me to bear all thsi stupid burdens..

Presentation bloopers
Well speaking Malay was not an issue for me...I can speak exactly like a Malay...but that was during my heydays which I'm refering to my schooling time... now I can still speak well but only for normal chit chating....so last week I need to do a presentation in Malay but the presentation deck was prepared in English...so all hell break loose that day for me coz I need to translate hi-tech English words to Malay and it was difficult like eating shit...So basically the whole presentation, I just don't know what the heck I'm talkin about and I don;t give a damn about it and it is not of my concern whether they understand what I'm presenting about...

Bye bye Lyn Pak Poh
My colleague Lyn Pak Poh is resigning....but i dunno where she is heading untill she tell me sooner or later..what I'm unhappy about is that I will be doing her work if she left the company...hence my workoad willbe more heavier than a 20 tonnes truck....

Blogging

2005-02-14T15:48:00.000+08:00

Times and tides wait for no man. This is damn true. To my surprise, I had been a blogger for nearly 8 months already. It was just like yesterday that I started to blog my very first posting. I still can remember clearly that I knew nothing about blogging although a fren of mine talked about it before. But at that time, I just don't give a damn about it. Untill when I read from a paper regarding about blogging and hence it sparks a little a fire in me to try out blogging. Eventhough my blogging rate isn't that much but still it can fill up my time and help me released all the anger and happiness in myself. And yes, I agreed that I'm not an interesting/creative blogger like the others whereby their blogs are simply out of this world.

I was back in office today after nearly a week holiday for CNY. Hence as the 1st day working back obviously there aren't nothing much stuff to do. Even if I got, I just won't do it coz the working mood wasn't there. So the whole day I spent my time surfing all the blogs that caught my interest and of coz clearing all my mail. Damn man, my fren sent all those video clips for me to watch hence this is what had prevented me from clearing up my mail long time ago.

As I was browsing through quite a number of blogs today, alot of them really caught me by surprise. It was the authencity and the creativity of blogs that made me felt amazed. Never in my life I would know that nowadays mother also blogs. More over with such a bombastic language and innovative way. It really made me felt flabbergasted. Ladies/woman/girls nowadays are longer the old conservative types whereby they keep everything to themselves. The way they expressed themselves irregardless whether it is a taboo subject or not, really impressed me. Numero uno for them.

Who said Malay English are bad? I have encountered a few Malays blogs that was really up to the grade of the proud Englishman and the American. Kudos Melayu!! There are sure alot of different types of blogs available in the ever reliable Internet. You can even find horny/porn blogs to stimulates your sex bud. Politics, diaries, views, sports and even tv drama you can find people blogs about. It was to that extent that blogging plays a part in the life of all those blogger.

It really opened up my eyes that how our world had been evolving and globalising. With all the quality blogs available we can learn countless of personalities that the world have. I'm really impressed with their ever so interesting stories that can make us laugh, cry, angry and whatever emotion that we indulge in. I'm feeling a bit down now especially as I felt that my blog wasn't really up to the marks that all the others bloggers have set. But nevertheless blogging can help us improved our writing and typing skills. Oh yeah not forgetting it can improvise our English commandments. Hopefully more and more people will visit my blogs now. Heheheh!!

Chinese New Year = Boredom

2005-02-13T14:48:00.000+08:00

Chinese New Year have taken a new turn in my life. Instead of the usual 'Kong Hei Fat Choy' terms that we normally used to wish our fellow relatives and frens, now I prefer to said 'Hou lan sien' to my frens only, not relatives coz I still need to show some respect to them. For those who does'nt know what 'Hou lan sien' means, rest easy coz this terms are widely used by the Chinese community in Malaysia mostly by those youngster/people who felt 'drop dead boring' or to be precise with the exact wordings in Chinese it can be known as 'very cock boring'. To make it easier to understand Hou lan sien means damn fucking boring.

Why do I said so? Is pretty simple coz as a grown up young adults, CNY does'nt really bring anymore significant impact or excitement in our life except that we still receiving loads of ang pow. But the value of the ang pows was so small hence it is nothing much to hoo-ha about anymore. It is always the fucking same stuffs that we will be doing every CNY, visiting our beloved relatives (ya right!!!) and frens. Not to mention loads of stuffing in our stomach untill it gonna burst, basically it means eat, eat, eat and eat......

The previous CNY was not so much boring compared to this year. I just dunno why? I'm just dumbfucked this year. This year I had much more gathering and visiting but still it is damn fucking boring. Does this mean, I'm getting old to enjoy the CNY anymore? Not only me that are complaining about this issue, loads of my frens felt the same way too. I'm noticing too that I hate relatives reunion and eating in those expensive restaurant.....

Meanwhile luck is not on my side this CNY during gambling session...damn I lost albeit not much but still I lost my precious MONEY!!! Where is the Choi San when I needed him the most? Hehe....

I have found a new dresscode for CNY!! Basically it is just t-shirt and short or better known as bermuda. I no longer fancy wearing those branded jeans or shirts just for the purpose of showing it off and some more in this fucking hot condition here. Comfortability is the main ideas nowadays. During the whole CNY celebrations, I just follow my new dresscode to all the relatives and frens gathering.

Although for me CNY = boredom, anyhow I wish it will become more livelier affair for me and lots of people next year.. hahaha...for those children please cherish the CNY moments while you are still small and innocent. I really missed celebrating CNY when I was still a kid.

Pre CNY Jots

2005-02-08T01:05:00.000+08:00

Last 2 Weeks
The past 2 weeks had been real hectic to me. Working 6 days in a week non-stop for continuous 2 weeks and going out every day where I need to flex my muscle to carry heavy cartons of drinks and as well becoming a promoter. Apart from that extensive travelling nearly taken a toll on me. Standing non-stop for nearly 6 to 7 hours per day in any of the hypermarket available in town . Well such are the scenario in my department and in my company when festive season is just around the corner.

Shopping
I desperately need to restock all my clothes not only because it is CNY but also due that nearly 70% of my clothes were very old and outdated, some of it I have worn it since I was in form 3 and up untill now I'm still wearing it. Damn man! But again I was kept away from shopping due to tight schedule. Somehow on last Saturday, surprisingly I managed to shopped all the stuffs I need in just around 30 minutes time in a single outlet. With no specific budget in mind, I just went berserk with all the clothes around in that shop but nevertheless still I'm buying cheap but quality stuff...hehehe. Anyway that shop is also known for cheap quality stuff. Only spent around RM250 for 5 shirts, 1 khakis and 1 short pants plus free 3 pairs of sock. Not bad ahh?

Football
The old fantastic Man Utd is back firing from all cyclinder again by thumping the Gooners 4-2 thanks to the in form Ronaldo and on Saturday a marvellous goal from Keano and a final touch by Rooney against Birmingham really pressurised Chelsea where they managed only a draw with Man City. The galaticos from Madrid again showed their class by trashing Espanyol and cut off Barcelona points to only 5. But on the sad note in Serie A, the old lady of Turin, Juventus was humiliated for the second time in a row by losing both game with the same 1-0 margin. What happen to you, Juventus???

Surprise Angpow
Went to lunch with boss and a partner of mine at a Vietnamese restaurant at USJ. Boss treat. Well the foods are quite nice but I have a real doubt whether the foods are real Vietnamese food or a fusion? Later on in my boss cubicle, boss gave me an angpow. Hehhehe...happy...But before I left office for market visiting, a colleague of mine who I used to send her back called me and handed me a red packet. I was really surprised as I wasn't expecting it from her or any of my colleague. Now I'm extemely happy. I have no time to check the contents of the angpow in my car as I was in a rush. But as I'm back home, I checked the contents and what surprises me the most was my colleague actually gave me RM50, the highest I have received from a non- relative or fren or colleague. I think it must be her way of showing her gratitude to me for fetching her back for quite a lot of times. Anyway I'm grateful to her too for giving me such a big angpow. Well as for my boss, he only gave me RM10 but anyway he treat me lunch.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR & GONG XI FA CAI!!!!!

Random

2005-01-22T02:29:00.000+08:00

21 Jan 05 - Cow
Today was Hari Raya Qurban, hence as an Islamic tradition some farm beast mainly kerbau, cow or goat need to be sacrificed/korban. After prayers, it seems that thosee beast will be brought in to be slaughtered and then the flesh will be distributed to all the peoples in the neigbourhood or village. Normally those rich people will donate a kerbau to be sacrificed out. Sounds muhibbah rite? All this is just my basic understanding of this meaningful day for the Muslims. Anyway while I was on my way to Pemaisuri Park today using the highway linking to Kesas, the road was abit congested and I'm damn annoyed by it, due today is a holiday but still the road is jammed. Suddenly all the car was moving sporadically. I was surprised to see that actually a cow was running at the highway while a motorist chasing it and try to stopped that animal from running. It was like a scene in those Discovery channel whereby a herd of cows was being chased by lion.
Eventually the cow then ran to a housing estate next to the highway and the motorist, the owner (I assumed) of that cow gave it a chase on foot. But too bad the beast was too fast. I guess that cow was trying to rescued it life from being slaughter.

Weird! 2 to 3 months back, while I was in Nathan Corner with my fren for a drink, suddenly a cow came out of nowhere passing us. It sure scares the hell out of the gals there. It was strange considering that place was not even a village area.

20 Jan 05 - Bang
Bang! Damn man, I banged my company car while trying to make a turn to the left. It was a pure careless mistake. I have been making turn at that area for dozen times but a minute of insanity and stupidity caused the lower part of that car to be dented. It was very visible and eyesore although it is an old junk but I have grew some love, passion and felt comfortable driving it. It have never failed me so far. There was a stone divider at the left hand side and I was trying to make a turn to the left heading towards the main road after pumping petrol. I oversteered my stering while making the turn hence it bangs.

Workaholic
My boss is a real workaholic. He always stayed late in the office and the worst part are smsing us all the time. Staying late in the office seems fine to me coz I have infected that virus from him but definitely his smses that are bugging me. Can you imagine that he smses me at 11.51pm in the nite and during weekend and as well as during public holiday such as the Hari Qurban. Shit!! It is enough to faced him everyday and now his smses.

Football
I was surprised that out of a sudden, Real Madrid was interested in Thomas Gravesen. Real was supposed to sign galaticos hence I felt a bit uneasy with this. Gravesen was from Everton and I never really heard good stuffs from sports publication about him although I'm aware of his presence in the EPL. Anyway what the heck with Real? It seems that they are recruiting loads of player from Real.

Liverpool makes a good singing in the form of Morientes. He is a damn good player but always overlooked by Real. Although Morientes is in Liverpool, I won't be supporting them because I'm still a loyal Red Devils. And cheers for Man Utd for kicking Liverpool arse. Kudos Rooney!!

Out of Nothing

2005-01-13T19:29:00.000+08:00

Have you ever been fucked for something that is not your fault? I think sure a lot of people experienced it before. It is out of nothing that you get fucked for no solid reasons. Or sometimes you just dunno what answer to give, you will also get fucked up. Damn!! That's the fucking life in my company. Fed up!!!

Pressures are starting to pile up already as well as all the stupid workloads. More and more stupid tracking that need to be done...and which I think it is a totally useless and a waste of manpower and paper. People are becoming more pro-active on protecting the earth, trees and etc....through recyling all the stuffs that can be recycled. But in my company, although they have launched numerous recycle campaign before and also distributing seeds for the staffs to plant...still it is a total nonsense because the paper usage here are like so fucking a lots amounting to tonnes, I presume. Papers are like no value here.

Lack of resources really hampered my job performance here. I have been here for 3 more plus...but damn it, I still don't have a pc, telephone and all the necessary password for accessing some softwares. What the fuck is all this about?? 'Don't create problems but solve it. I don't want to listen problems but solution. You need to be independent,' said my boss. Hello my dear idiotic paranoid boss, if you don't help me settle this once and for all...how am I going to produce the stuffs that you want effective and efficiently??? Now I'm just like a beggar borrowing all the pc's that are unoccupied and penetrating my thumb drive into all the usb that I have used before. I think now the thumb drive have been infected by virus...coz too many penetration...hahaha...it can't perform well already...damn man....Luckily it is not mine... it is my stupid boss that bought it.

Irritated

2005-01-05T15:32:00.000+08:00

It seems to me that my hate list will be expanding with more people that I hate. Mostly all are my office colleague. Either they have irritated me or annoyed me with their idiotic antics. Currently there is only 3 bitches that I really loathed at. Well I don't mind if I mentioned them again, in fact it is my pleasure to classified them as bitches of the 21st Century...or is it 22?? Namely they are Bitcheline, Ugline and Lyn Pak Poh. Damn man...I really...really hate them.

Today I was really annoyed with one staff from the Finance Dept and Lyn Pak Poh. I don't have a clue on who to blame because I don't know who is main culprit is. But I'm cocksure it is between the Finance staff or Lyn Pak Poh. Although it maybe a very small matter but it had caused a hell lot of trouble to me. I have asked something from the Finance fella last week but she was unable to give it to me because she submitted to the govt and don't have fotocopy for it. Fine enough. Then I was being left in the lurch looking for other alternatives. Then today suddenly Lyn Pak Poh left it on my table after some incident earlier. I was wandering whether she is treating me as an idiot or what. I'm pissed off because it is that bitch that asked me to find that Finance fella. Anyway, I'm starting to take the necessary pre-caution towards this slut.

The fire in me are burning like no tomorrow. The fire is not only due to this incident but also alot of stuffs as well.

Greetings 2005

2005-01-04T13:39:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year folks!!! This is my very 1st posting in the year of 2005. Basically I got nothing much to blog about again...Damn I dunno why? Maybe my life are not interesting enough...I think so...but who cares?

Sigh!! I spent my New Year eve struting my arse at the sofa browsing through all the Astro channel. Supposingly I got a gathering with my bunch of frens in Sg.Wang...but too damn lazy to go there. Hello?? It is Sg. Wang la...Do you know how freaking jam that stupid place is...I don't understand why those people like to jammed their ass there. Damn it! Anyway I'm one of them la...but I'm starting to loathed that place already. Still every weekend I go there too, due to my part time job. Suprisingly gotta an oversea call from one of my fren that nite. It was totally unexpected. Nevertheless I appreciate that call. Thanks alot dude for still remembering who am I although you are in Bahrain joking around with the camels and ninjas...hehehe you got what I mean?

As for my New Year day, slept untill the afternoon and again my arse stuck to the couch and eyeing every fucking shows on the tv....then in the nite went to a relative daughters party....something like that la....

Nothing mind blowing events that happened during this 4 days. Is the same freaking routine stuff that I need to endured every single little day just like 2004....sigh.....Anyway again I'm looking for a better life this year.

Bye Bye 2004

2004-12-30T13:15:00.000+08:00

Sigh...another year gone...have we grown wiser, richer and better or we just wasted that damn year? Well in my opinion, I don't fit in those categories at all. Maybe just a little bit. I don't even remember what my 2004 resolution at all. Oh, I think, I didn't even make a resolution. I just let it be. No wonder I'm so aimless.

Basically my life this year was average. It had been like the stocks exchange, high and low. Nothing really special or extraordinary matter happened this year. The most dramatic changes is that I have changed my job. But still it is not such a big deal. Some people changes jobs dozen times a year. Hence nothing to Hoo-Ha about.

Anyway during the period when I'm looking for a new job was the most pathetic moment during the whole year. In these 3 to 5 months my life was so damn miserable. I'm under pressure to find a new job and have to endure tremendous mental torture by certain parties. It just like rubbing salt to the wound. Luckily I managed to go through those hurdles. Nevertheless let bygone be by bygone. Life goes on.

So in the year of 2005, I dunno what is install for me. Hence I will just take a step at a time. I'm still clueless about what my resolution is. So stop bitching that I'm a headless person with no aim in life!! Eventhough if I have a resolution but if I can't achieve it, then what's the point of setting a resolution. It is just a waste of effort.

Nevertheless I hope for a better luck in 2005 not only for myself but also to the whole world. Hopefully there won't be anymore disaster and wars. Let's it be a peaceful and better year for everybody.

Pak Poh

2004-12-24T13:12:00.000+08:00

I really don't understand whether it is a natural attitude or norms for women to "pak" @ busybody/gossip/chatting/bitching non-stop no matter where they are. Where there are women, there will be gossip. I'm very cocksure on this. They just can't concentrate on their own stuff and rather to take care of other person business.

Well in my office, this is the real situation. Unavoidable. Every single fucking days, the women in my office spend roughly 2 to 3 hours gossiping and talking about their boyfriend, hair, facial, clothes and etc. Meanwhile the man here, have to endured their unstoppable irritating noise. In my floor, basically there are 3 bitch that I hate the most. They sure got loads things to bitch about. Although one of them are not really that "pak" but nevertheless she sometimes irritated me by her antics.

Bitcheline is the 'Queen of Gossiping' and I hate her the most. Her mouth talks 24/7 non-stop and the loudest in the office. She normally lead the group of 'Pak Poh' in my office. She is a ugly old hag who think highly of herself. As for the 'Princess of Chatting non-stop' would be Ugline (derived from the word, ugly and merged with her name) and 'Princess of Bitching' - Lyn Pak Poh. Ugline is only 23 years old but with a mentality of a 30 years old woman with bad dressing sense (like a auntie). Even her physical do also look like a older woman. Nevertheless her boyfriend treats her so damn well. I wondered why? His boyfriend must be blind. As for Lyn Pak Poh, she always bitching about her boyfriend not good enough. Like to complain he treats her badly. Damn then just leave him la. What so fucking difficult about it. Always annoyed me with this issue. She harboured a dream of marrying rich guys as well. What can I say...just keep dreaming about it. Always got stuff to complain about everything no matter what it is regarding about. My advise for her is to fuck the hell off.

One round of lunch with them, I will gathered tonnes of information about the whole company from A to Z. So now I'm trying my utmost to avoid having lunch with them coz I need to drive and listen to their nuisance. It is very unbearable for me. Even a very small matter, this group of 'pak poh' would make a havoc out of it. I'm blogging this post using Lyn Pak Poh computer....coz she is again on leave...period I guess...hahaha

Notes: I have no issues with any other woman in this planet except for this 3 womans at the moment. In the future, I'm not sure about it.

I hate Monday!

2004-12-20T18:15:00.000+08:00

I really dunno why I hate Monday so much. It must be due to the weekend off day that we have. Everything would be so damn wrong. I tend to get cranky easily and will be in a very bad mood. Even things that I do also won't go smoothly. How pathetic! Anyway I'm not alone that are feeling this way. There should be loads of people also felt like me....

Well this morning my mood was real bad and it dragged untill in the late evening and I dunno when it will stop cause till while blogging, I'm still feeling moody. Another bad news is that my boss would be coming back on Wednesday. Damn why so fast come back? I still have tonnes of stuff that I haven't finish for him yet!!!!

Do hope that everybody will enjoy their next Monday. In fact, I'm very looking forward for Friday. Opps...if it comes also, it will be pointless too because I need to work on the weekend to earn some extra money. Life sucks.....

Lamb Burger

2004-12-19T15:19:00.000+08:00

Venue: McDonald's Pandan Mewah
Time: 10.15 - 11.30pm

My fren (YM) brought me to meet his fren(JP) who deals wih direct selling yesterday. Basically this is the 3rd time my fren approached me to understand better about Lamb Burger. Is it 3 times? Well I can't quite remember coz I have lost count! I have rejected my fren effort countless of time either but still he is very persistent. Damn man...Below are some excerpts from our conversation yesterday:

Excerpt 1
JP: So what you usually do at home after works? For me last time..life are "fan kong & fong kong" only. Then I would stayed home watched Wah Lai Toi. Untill 1 nite, my semi-retired uncle asked me, "young man, how come you always stayed at home and does not went out to do some things usefull?, don't you have fren? Why your life are so much like me?"

Me: K..

JP: Then I joined Lamb Burger after my frens asked me to. Well I got nothing to lose. Last time, I also like you do't know much about direct selling, so I just give it a try ?

Me: .....(just nod my head and smile)

Excerpt 2
JP: So do you know what kind of products that are now the most sellable products in the direct selling biz?

Me: Dunno.

JP: Well it is healthy lifestyle products. 1st, Food supplement now are alot in the market already. Sort of saturated. 2nd, water filter. But now loads of competitor already and 70% people in Malaysia have it already. So in future I believed it is air management product just like Lamb Burger.

Me: ...(smile)

JP: Since the SARS cases, everyone know that loads of virus are airborne hence air had become polluted, so it is very important know to have a clean air. Lamb Burger had been in marekt or 107 yrs and from France, so sure no prob and by the way it is a market leader in M'sia. So since the product got no problems then money is the only concern rite? In Lamb Burger, we can guranteed you that. (showing me all the commision that their people gets).

Me:...(looked impressed by it)

Excerpt 3
JP: We welcome you to come to our office on Tuesday nite. Don't worry just followed the process and we will help you. Just spend 1 year in Lamb Burger and sure you will earned alot.

Me: ..errmm I will tell YM if I'm availabe next Tuesday.

Basically from the conversation for the past 1 hour, what JP said is correct and I totaly agreed with what he said, but still I don't like to do direct selling. It is not that I'm anti direct selling/multi-level marketing or network marketing. I ust does'nt like their concept. Although maybe it is the lowest risk business according to him, but I still think the best is to build up our very own business. That is the whole process that I would like to enjoy, satisfy with and looking forward to. Yes, maybe it will revolve loads of hardships but I think it is worth it.

I really hope my fren won't bother me again bout this Lamb Burger thingy. I would more prefer to sell insurance rather that that. At least I know that insurance are far more important than that. At least I can help people. So plese leave me alone.

Off day

2004-12-16T16:18:00.000+08:00

Yeah another off day for me coz my boss and my colleague are not around. My boss will be away on a long holiday. I'm kinda very happy coz my workload can be lesser and going home earlier. Well as for my colleague I don't bother about it.

Normally when my boss is away, I will spend my time lazing around doing very minimal tasks. What I enjoy the most, is that I can spend hours long surfing the net....and lepaking...I don't have the chance to do much of all these stuffs if he is around and the pressure is non existence.

Too bad in my department here, there are not cute chicks...if got then I would have another activity to do. I really don't understand, the company that I worked with is so damn big but there aren't a single girl that I can said pretty or above average looking. It is damn fucking demotivating. All of them are way older than me....

In my department here, there is 1 bitch that I really hate.... she can't keep her mouth shut for even a single minute. If she is not bitching with her kaki around her, she will hang on the phone for hours long. More worse, her voice can be heard at the whole dept. She is so damn irritating and always think she is the most pretty and clever in the world. I dunno how her husband can stand her. He must be blind. By the way she is the most ugliest bitch that I have seen in my life. I felt like bashing her up!!! Damn bitch by the name of Angeline. Such a pretty name being polluted by such a bitch. I think she should be named as Bitcheline...which is more suits to her.

Real Pissed Off!!!

2004-12-15T01:19:00.000+08:00

Damn it. The screw up modem and line connection have caused what I have blogged for the past 1 hour flush into the drain just like that. Matha fucker.....I really "too-lan" for not typing real fast. I was blogging 1 of my feelings that I really wanted to shout out......

Shit.....now I doesnt have the feel to blog that again already. It was not easy to blog that post as I really squeezed my brain to come out with that feels that have been in my mind and spirit for years...

Old Junk

2004-11-22T23:03:00.000+08:00

After 1 month of frustration and agonising wait, I finally can laid my hand on my company car. I dunno whether to be happy or sad. I'm joyous only because I doesn't need to use my personal car anymore to travel 62 km everyday. Hence my car won't get worn off easily. (Should I used worn off as to describe my car situation?). I dun give a damn anyway. Nevertheless at the same time I'm pissed off not because I was not given a BMW or Benz but an old junk is what I get.

The junky was about a 10 years plus, Iswara. The body was tainted with lots of rust that was covered by something that looks like a plaster. The paint was coming off slightly. Damn it was smelly inside and dirty as if the ex-driver was a rat that never cleans itself. No power-stering and the clutch was hard like a stone. Shifting the gear was like a nightmare. As I laid my ass on the cushion, damn the whole of my ass sunk deep inside the cushion. Fuck man, I dunno how to describe it anymore. Driving this junky was like manoeuvring a lorry in a swamp of muds. As if I'm a lorry driver or a rally driver. There are no mercy when driving thru those potholes or a terrain like surfaces.

In only 2 weeks only this car had gone to the workshop twice. The 1st time, it is a total revamp of a car or overhaul. But anyway it is just a normal servicing with some additional checkings on those chronic parts on the car. The 2nd time, the damn door, power window and speedometer was repaired. As I was driving to work one morning, the speedometer cable went off and caused a loud noise, thus making me panic. Eventhough after all the services, it is slighly better a bit, it still are not up to my expectations.

Anyway this old junky have some plus points too. It pick-up was real quick. Imagine after stopping it to pay toll at the Kesas highway, it can pick-up to 80km/h once I started driving it 500 meter away from the toll in 4th gear. I doens't even noticed that I was on 4th gear already. The pick-up was even better then my 1.5 Wira and this junky is only 1.3. The car was quite fast too but was pretty scary once it reached 100km/h. Coz the car will start to shake a little.

Well I'm waiting for the company to change my car. I anticipate it will be soon. But hopes will remain hopes.

Holiday Blues

2004-11-16T15:22:00.000+08:00

Getting a 4 days off for Hari Raya was the best things that I could have imagine coz as I only started my new job 1 month ago, so practically I got no annual leave to take, if I need a holiday. Hence I'm very happy with the holiday given but today is the end of the holiday. Damn man!
Next month, supposingly there are 2 holidays for us living in Selangor, so it should be something to cheer about but damn the holiday falls on Saturday. So what the heck that holiday is for?? I'm not working on Saturday. It is so wasted.

For this holidays, I have been catching up alot with my frens. Some are my college frens and in fact I went raya at one of my fren place. Hmm...got rendang, ketupat, lemang, nasi briyani and loads of kari stuffs....not forgeting cookies. But too bad I just whacked abit only coz earlier that nite I already have a decent dinner. Basically this few days, I have been craving loads of foods and loads of 'yamcha'. I think around 4 to 5 times of yamcha with my bunch of buddies in the span of only 3 days.

What I cherished the most was on Sunday midnite when Man Utd beat Newcastle, 3-1... haha it was a very satisfying yamcha outing with my frens sitting in a front row watching the gigantic screen in front of us while quenching Light Coke which is 1 of the cheapest drinks there beside from the plain water. It has been awhile to see Man Utd won. Definitely it was worth it to travell to Hartamas to watched that match.

Timeless

2004-11-04T23:16:00.000+08:00

Finally, I have come back to blog after 1 month in the wilderness or should I said doldrum? Hmmm...actually both also not...instead I'm just running out of time...to blog. I have started my new job for approximately 1 month plus, but I have been coming back home nearly 8 or 9 pm everyday and my work starts at 8.30 am. So is really tiring and mindboggling because by the time I finished my dinner and lepaking, is already time to sleep....damn man, then need to wake up at 6.30am. Well my actual working time is from 8.30am to 5.30pm but always stay back to complete my boss stuff.

So how can I blog? Even now I only can check my mail twice a week only. Mostly on Saturday. The worst part is I havent get my pc yet in my workdesk..but if I got also...I wont have Internet connection, only Intranet...so where is the fun of having pc if you can't surf the net??? Fuck man...

I got loads of stuffs to blog about but by then, I already lost the mood to do it. But anyway I will try to find some times to blog eventhough it is not a obligation. I just wanted to shout and vent out my frustrations here. Soon I will be posting stories on my job, colleagues and my boss....

Right or wrong?

2004-10-06T18:32:00.000+08:00

Leading a simple life for me now are getting more and more difficult and frustrating. I, no longer knows what is right and wrong. Things that I perceived to be right does'nt mean it is right for others. They might perceived it otherwise. But all these are just plain simple issues, yet some people can make a bit fuss out of it. I really don't understand. Stuffs that intially does'nt bother me at all, was exagerated by some people who think that it is a really big matter. Why treat small matter as a very big deal. C'mon man get a life!! It is really a mental torture to withstand all their stupid judgement which I deemed not acceptable.

Sooner or later, I think, I might go to Tanjung Rambutan for becoming crazy over this. Sometimes it is so damn hard to understand what they are thinking. When I do something that is really not a wrong thing, yet they still complains, whining and the worst of all....nagging non-stop. Then they will retort to start screaming and screwing me. Damn man! I really don't know how to handle such situation anymore. Do also wrong , don't do also wrong. Do this cannot, do that also cannot. Talk also wrong and don't talk also wrong....etc. So what the hell you (some people) want me to do??

I can't always please some people ass right? So please leave me alone man, for goodness sake. I have tried very hard not to argue but they are really getting on my nerves and finally when I starting to get pissed off and arguing with them back they will fucked me back by saying alot of other stuffs. Sometimes the arguements are really meaningless and pointless... in the end it doesn't really matter in my opinion. It will only leaves some scars in both wounds. So why those people need to be like that? I'm extremely clueless. So please man....tell me what is really wrong la, and leave me alone.

Relieved

2004-09-24T13:25:00.000+08:00

I received a piece of good news yesterday. But I'm not really estatic or happy about it. Maybe because I already knew about that news a day earlier. I'm more relieved about it rather than happy. Actually it is because of all the pathetic moments and hardship that I have gone through that made me felt this way.

Nevertheless at least it bear good result for me. So starting 1st of October, it will be a whole new journey for me. Hmmm, a whole new experience and a whole new bunch of people around me too. Also a new task to handle in a very new environment. I dunno what to expect from it. All will be seen soon.

Sigh! I'm actually looking forward for a relaxing holiday before I start to do something anew. But then just too bad it didnt materialise. Now it seems that plan will be put on hold till a very specific period. I think most probably it will happen next year. Ohhh! How stupid am I. Maybe the holiday can be on Hari Raya. Yeah!

Clash of the Titans

2004-09-20T13:41:00.000+08:00

Yeah...tonite we will be able to watch a mouth watering clash between century old arch-rivals playing against each others. Yup...it is between the 2 of the most succesful and popular clubs in the world, Man Utd vs Liverpool. So who will win this clash? Will the injury plagued Man Utd rose to the occasion with the timely return of Rio Ferdinand in the centre of defence? Or will the Spanish-flavour Liverpool terrorising Utd fort? Nobody really knows! But again we will watch how the old guard of Utd, Fergie takes on the new and young Spanish tactician, Benitez. Fergie teams already loss to a youngster, Mourinho in their very 1st match. So he will not want to lose again to another young manager. All this remain to revealed soon. Definitely i support Man Utd la...Wat do you think?

As for others football reviews around the Europe, it is nothing much I can about..coz loads of reports you can source from the internet and newspaper. Nothing much I really can write about.

*Basically I have runs out of idea in blogging about football. Hehe! So today I just simply blog about it for the sake of just blogging.

Agony

2004-09-14T14:10:00.000+08:00

Fuck..I dunno what is happening to me and my life. So far it had been a roller-coaster ride for me these past few months. My life had been so turbulent that causing me under tremendous pressure. I felt angry, mad, sad, depressed, dissapointed and misery...all these add much more agony in me.

Too bad nobody on earth now can understand what I am undergoing, not even those close with me. Instead constant nagging which is what I get and it is really driving me crazy. I already started to avoid talking as much as I could. I dunno who could I turn to.

I would summed up my life now as the worst stage in my 22 years of survival. Everthing seems so wrong. When the things started perfectly all the way, all of a sudden it ended miserably. Just like what I am experiencing now. Just like when you are so close in achieving your dream but suddenly that dream was dashed by some external factors which never came across your mind. You wil be more frustrated as to know that actually the external factor is just a very small matter but it had caused much agony and pain to you. Some more if the external factors is also caused by some irresponsible person which ruined and messed up your plan. That is why I'm so angry. Such is life! I really hate it! It is just like "so near but yet so far". Imagine that you are in a highway and your destination is just beside the highway but in order to reach your destination, you need to make a few milestones just to u-turn. How ridiculous isn't it?

Basically now I'm dumbfucked in deciding which 1 is my next step. Nothing can really describe how confused I am now.
Realistically I know that I need to start all over again but I doesn't really feel like going back to the path that I have gone through a few months ago. Is just like coming back to square one and start from scratch all over again. This means I need to endure mental stress and time wasting again. Pathethic isn't it?

Just when I thought that I would definitely getting the things that I want, suddenly it faded away. Everything was just flushed away not even in a second. Can you imagine that during this whole process, it had caused me a lof things particularly time, money and tension? It is because they make me believe that I will get it but in the end it was all rubbish. I'm such an idiot. I looked like a fool that was being toyed around. After working so hard in the end it doesn't really matter. Persistent, honesty and hardwork will ensure success?? Who told you that? Frankly telling you, I don't believe in those words anymore. It is plain rubbish to me. All that can't help you in surviving in this dog eat dog world.

Now I'm simply aimless and just waiting for miracle, I assumed. It is just so hard to lead a happy lifestyle whereby you just hope to have a smooth sailing in your life jurney. But well it will never be easy. Sometimes I do envy my peers for having such a marvelous life compared to me. Still I can't much about it. Who can I blame for causing all this confusion and agony in me? I just simply dunno.

Stupid Doctor

2004-09-14T03:13:00.000+08:00

Every people perceptions about doctor are, they supposed to help to cure people in their health. The docs are the right person to consult regarding about health issue. Hence they are considered to be a very honorary person because they save people lives.

But in my case recently, I noticed that sometimes a doc also can ruined your life and career. I'm so pissed with this particular doctor..that I felt like wanna whacked him up....punch him straight into the face...and a big nice strong kick at his crotch and let him suffered the agony of pains... But still I think it is not enough with that whacking...I should as well tortured him mentally....but how ar?? I havent of thought it yet? Gimme some suggestions if you have!

Tat damn doctor make me suffered more than 2 weeks and still continuing up till now...had kept me waiting and waiting....eventhough now I does'nt need to wait anymore but it really had unsettled my mental.The doc misleading information had caused much distress to me and my family....hence also wasted loads of money and time...

The worst part now, is that I need to meet him again as I need his help...eventhough I does not feel like doin so...but then I have no choice...Anyway if he had me help me too....still I HATE THAT STUPID DOC.....

*First of all...I'm refering to 1 particular doctor only and not all the docs...So all the doctors pls dun get offended by this...coz I'm not aiming at you...but 1 specific doctor that I hate..

*Secondly don't make a mistake in thinking that I have a chronic illnes....I DON'T HAVE chronic illness....just that I'm pissed off with the misleading remarks done by the stupid doc.

Strings of Bad Luck!

2004-08-31T15:05:00.000+08:00

Have you ever encounter those days when everything seems to go against your way? And those days started off badly in the morning followed by in the afternoon and ended terribly in the nite? All this stuffs will kinda of really pissed you off.

Well, yesterday I was struck by exactly 3 strings of bad lucks. It is definitely one of my unluckiest time of the year. Yet yesterday seems to be the most important day for me as I need to attend a medical check-up in order to work for the beverages manufacturer that I had been aiming for. Now maybe the chances of getting hired by them maybe in jeopardy. Why? Sigh! I think I'm screwed up in the medical check-up thingy because something is wrong with my health. So now another issue that I need to worried about, that is my health. Damn frustrating man. The most fuck-up bad luck thingy happens to me in the morning, continued in the afternoon and haunt me again in the nite.

Bad Luck no.1 - 10.30am
Due to my sheer stupidity, I accidentally scratched my car while reversing from my house compound. Chibai the scratch was so fucking deep and long. Nearly 10 to 15m long at my car bumper and the body.
Mahai, Im so damn pissed off with myself for driving so recklessly. I have parked that place a dozens time but yet, I still make stupid mistake.

Bad Luck no.2 - 12 to 1 something in the afternoon la...
Undergoing a medical check-up....and something is wrong with me...tiu la...(cant tell u wat happen coz it is P&C)- it makes me worried like shit...

Bad Luck no.3 - Around 9 something in the nite...
I tried to be a good fella after 2 strings of bad luck happened to me earlier in the day by offering my colleague a ride to the nearest lrt station. Reach the Pudu LRT station...b4 tat I tried to be a real Mr. Nice Guy,to let him turun at exactly in front of the LRT, so gotta make a u-turn, as I was making the turn I doesnt know that it is illegal to make a u-turn there cox the place was very dark. As I was making the turn I saw a police car way in front of me...but I dun give it a damn...

Finally reach the front of LRT station, as soon as I stopped my car, the damn police car was already beside me. Telling me that I make a illegal u-turn and asked for IC and license as usual la. And then the other 2 policeman ransacked my car as if I am Osama Bin Laden accomplice. Fuck man as if I'm a terrorist from Jakarta or Afghanistan. Basically they did that becoz it is Merdeka eve anyway. By the way there are 3 policeman.

After finish ransacking my car, then I pleaded with them la coz I really didnt mean to make the turn and bla..bla..bla with him...so finally he let go of me by saying "ini malam I belanja kamu 300 ringgit." Wow! Thank God they let me go.

* Actually I have drafted this post a few weeks ago...but then doesnt really have the mood to finish it at tat time..so tonite on 13 Sept 2004 (3am) I finally completed it.

Frustrating and challenging....

2004-08-28T04:02:00.000+08:00

Basically if I'm using my computer at home to blog or to write an e-mail, it is the most frustrating and challenging task of completing the blogging or writing an E-mail. I'm like racing against the time to finish it as soon as possible or else I will need to do it again and again untill I'm really pissed off.

My computer were already few years old and there was too many stuffs inside it..and the most critical part is now it had contracted virus for nearly 2 years already and only a few months ago I knew that. So when I am blogging something or writing an e-mail, speed is the answer to avoid the PC to get hang and then lose all the things that I have done. Seriously it is a pretty scary stuff.

I have been trying to write a long e-mail to my fren and in just a mere 15 minutes the pc will hang and then I will not able to finish it. After the 1st time it hangs then I rewrite again and it hangs again...untill I dunno it hangs for how many dozens times. In the end I just write it in the Microsoft Word and then copy and paste it back to the mail. Sigh so damn susah. Sometimes it do happen when I'm blogging too. Just like when I write this post.

Is about time I give this good old PC a thorough cleaning. Heheh formatting...

Is not a Jinx after all!!

2004-08-28T03:39:00.000+08:00

Well finally I got the call that I have been waiting for. Haha it was very stupid of myself to think that I been haunted by the 2nd interview jinx( view Jinx, 23rd Aug). I think actually I was too worried and concerned about it untill I think all kind of nonsense things.

But now I can put my worries to rest because the company had offered a job but subject that I passed my medical. So basically that is still 1 major hurdle to clear before they give me an offer letter. Actually I dunno why I'm like scared and worried about this medical check-up? I think maybe because I scared that I suffered from any penyakit. Touchwood! For thinking nonsense again. I really hoped to pass this medical with flying colours and get employed by them as soon as possible. I really pray to God once again to help me in securing this job by passing the medical. And I would really thank God if I achieved all this.

Basically the post they offered me was Regional Marketing Exec...heck that was a really long name....I dunno why they dunwan to make it simple to understand. Up untill I still doesnt really know what my job function is. But anyway now I'm just a stone a way in getting the job and hopefully this career path that I choose will benefits me. I'm really fed up of attending interviews already...I think I sort of got interview phobia...

The Invisible Goonners

2004-08-23T03:59:00.000+08:00

Damn, I hate to say this! The 'Goonners' is so damn good. They are really going great guns in all the matches they are in. Chibai. And they have equal the records of 42 unbeaten games held by Nottingham Forest. If they win again in their next match, they will beat the old record and set a new history in the EPL. But then I need to admit that they have great quality players and spirits.

In fact now only I believed that this Arsenal team is better than that the 1998 Arsenal team, where at that time they have Anelka, Overmarc and Petit in their ranks. Now with Henry, Pires, Reyes, Viera and co. they are way better than those 1998 Arsenal players.

Tonite only I witnessed what a remarkable comeback that Arsenal did and what a great game that they play. They are basically firing from all cylinders. The Gooners outgunned Middlesbrough 5-3. For once I tought that the Bodo's (not more Boro's due to their stupid play) can actually beat Arsenal and blow-up their chances of setting a record because at that time Bodo are leading 3-1 and they have scored marvelous goals. But too bad the Goonners scored immediately after Bodo 3rd goal and after that, there was no looking back for the Goonners. With their fabulous play, there is no way that Bodo going to win or equalise this match when Arsenal went 4-3. Hence killing the game at end of the game. I was simply stunned by Arsenal crediblity.

With their sleek passing and individual brilliant play as well as great teamwork coupled with youth and blended with experience, Arsenal are seriously a team to watch this season domestically and in Europe. But still I'm a Man Utd fans. So I believed that we are the best no matter what happens.

Jinx

2004-08-23T03:03:00.000+08:00

I really don't know what the hell is wrong with me? I keep on ruining good opportunities and chances that comes along my way. And I personally don't know whether this will be the third time in a row the same old thing that will happen to me. Or maybe it is a jinx? I have failed miserably during my last 2 second interviews last month.

So on Friday again it seems that I have ruined another golden chance of getting employed by a big and famous company in Malaysia. They are the leading beverages manufacturing company here. Damn man! This time around, I'm more confident with myself during the 2nd interview but then always there will be flaws during the whole interview process.

Well basically all this is part and parcel of interviews. Being an expert in any 1st interviews, I basically knows what sort of questions that they would ask. Those questions are more the less the same. It is pretty standard. But in 2nd interview, I'm only a beginner. Hence you will get panic and nervous. Anyway I remained cool during my 2nd interview last Friday.

I managed to answer all their questions but then I don't think that I have answer superbly and I dont think they are satisfied with my answers as well. Anyway my inexperience in working and in business world have robbed my chances this time because the 2 interviewers are very experienced people, hence they play around with their questions. The questions are pretty easy but once I answered, they will twist around my answer as to confused me and wanted me to reanswer again. Actually it is 1 of the 2 interviewers that did that to me.

Another things that I hate myself for are I tend to forget those important points during the interview. I supposed to say those points but then I didn't. Those points are very crucial to impressed the interviewer. When during the 1st interview, I will tell every single liitle important points out but every time during my 2nd interview, I tend to forget. Sigh.

Hmmm,I does'nt feel like talking about this anymore. Only making me depressed and sad. Anyway got another 2nd interview next Wednesday. Too bad this company is a small company. But still I wanna get hired and work asap as I'm fed up of looking for job and attending interviews. Hopefully I won't ruin my chance and get the job.

Job Opportunities

2004-08-18T03:26:00.000+08:00

This past 2 days, opportunities have been knocking on my door. Well, 2 companies have called me to go for 2nd interview. Hmm... it seems pretty good to me...but then I have my own concerns. This is due to my failures in my previous 2nd interview tat I encountered 1 month back. It sorts of haunt me now. I failed miserably during tat time. So now I doesnt really know whether I can perform well or not on tat day?

People tend to said that once you get a 2nd interview, you definitely would get the job. Fuck-off man. I would really whack those people who said that statement. Getting a 2nd interview only means you are 1 step closer of getting the job or your chances of getting hired is higher. Actually 2nd interview are much more crucial than the 1st interview because in 1st interview, normally those questions being ask would be those very standard questions. So basically it would be easier. But in 2nd interview, you will never know what sort of questions they will ask and some more you will be facing those much high position person.

Damn man. Im so worried and nervous bout it. I duno what to expect now. In fact, Im very interested with 1 of the job offered by a drinks company in Malaysia. I'm really....really hoping to get that job man...That is why I must do well in this 2nd interview this Friday and not blowing up another chances. Then on Monday another 2nd interview with a financial company. Well I am very determine this time to do well and not repeat the same mistakes that I did with to others 2 companies a month ago.

Besides of the 2 opportunities, I was offered a part-time job by a good samaritan. Well the good samaritan is basically my former customer and my fren lady boss. She knew of my situation from my fren, so she asked my fren to gimme a call. I kinda of felt grateful to her for being such a nice person. Anyway both of us are in a win-win situation as she and her other staff will be less busy and as for me, I will be earning money. But then, the pay is not that good man. Only RM 5 per-hour. Damn last time when I worked part-time during my study time, I was paid only RM4. So basically when she gimme this rate of RM5, I'm not amused and quite dissapointed. I was expecting at least RM6 or 7. Luckily I requested for some petrol/parking allowances. But then she said she will work it out for me. Still, I'm pretty grateful to her good gestures.

Hmm will be starting work tomorrow. As for my job function, basically I will be sort of a kuli. Doing all those job that maybe the others are too busy to do it - paperwork, calling and etc. Luckily I doesnt need to service the client. By the way it is a cafes located at Bintang Walk. Another plus point of working here, I get to see alot of ice chicks. Hehehe cool stuff eh..

The EPL is back

2004-08-14T15:45:00.000+08:00

Finally the English Premier League is back after nearly 3 months break. So basically all the EPL fans, football pundits, commentators, bookies and etc, their lifes are back also. But anyway not only the EPL is back, French Ligue 1 already started, so are the SPL and Bundesliga. Well the others league such as Serie A and Primera La Liga hasn't start yet.

Basically during the 3 months break, it is not that boring like the previous year. This is because this year we are blessed with loads of football actions such as the Euro 2004 followed by Copa America then Asia Cup and now the Olympics football. But then the real kick lies in football league. You can see, listen and reads loads of stories, rumours, transfers and etc which are very much interesting to all ardent football fans.

Well this season the EPL shows lots of promises. With so many clubs plunging to the transfer market to recruit the best of the best footballer available. Hmmm... as u can see Chelsea have spend crazy money again, Middlesbrough seems to be buying high quality aging players, Newcastle spending very wisely and Birmingham signings have been very impressive. Liverpool now becoming a Spanish squad after the French legionaires have leave after Benitez clearing quite a numbers of French speaking players. Meanwhile Arsenal and Man Utd are loading their squad with lots of promising youngsters. Man Utd looking to rebuilding his team again but this year the signings make by Fergies hasn't really impressed their fans.

Not only the clubs are active in players transer but as well as the manager as well. Tottenham, Liverpool and Chelsea all recruited new manager. So it is a real nail bitting siuation to see which manager will outshine the other manager in the league. All the 3 managers have shown great credibility with their former club. It will be damn interesting to see Jose Mourinho (Chelsea), Jacques Santini (Tottenham) and Rafael Benitez (Liverpool) outclass each other to be the rookies coach of the year in EPL.

The EPL kick off tonite, with Liverpool vs Tottenham the 1st match being offered. It will be a delight watching 2 new managers, new tactics and new players outwit, outplay and outlast each others.
Will Djbril Cisse prove to be the real menace to outscore Paul Robinson?

But then all the attentions wil be focus on the clash of the titans: Man Utd vs Chelsea. Will a depleted Man Utd squad beat the riches of Chelsea heavily assembled squad? Well Man Utd will be depending much on their youngster tonite as many casualties, suspensions, national duties had deprived them of their top players. As for Chelsea, it will remain to be seen whether their new manager will have the power to gel his players at the right time.

Then all the other clubs will be playing also tonite and tomorrow. Can Arsenal remains unbeaten? Can all the newly promoted squad remains in the league? How about those uncompromising teams such as Portsmouth, Manchester City and Blackburn avoids relegation battles again? Well all this remain to be seen.

Here are basically my predictions of this season league standings:

Top 5 teams: Man Utd, Arsenal, Chelsea, Liverpool and Newcastle
(I dun dare to predict who will be the league winners but I'm a die hard fan of Man Utd. So u should know who's my bet will be?)

EPL pretenders: Tottenham, Birmingham, Middelsbrough, Charlton and Fulham. (They are bsically the pretenders to the premier league tropy. As well they are good enough to claims the FA cup or the league cup.)

Deep Shit teams: Cyrstal Palace, Norwich City, West Bromich, Portsmouth, Manchester City.
(Well basically all these teams in my opinion will be in a dogfight situation with each others in the relegation battles. Sorry Norwich City, eventhough I like them because their sponsor are Proton but then too bad I dun think they are good enough to survive.)

By the way as for other top league in Europe such as Primera Liga, it be interesting to see how Real Madrid fare this time after acquiring another galatico services - Michael Owen. Now they are really a dream team with great forwards (Ronaldo, Raul, Owen) and midfielders (Figo, Beckham, Zidane). Too bad Viera didnt join them. As defenders, they are only so-so with exception to Roberto Carlos and Walter Samuel as well as Michel Salgado. Their closest rivals would be again Barcelona, seems to be bringing qualities players as well - 8 new players in total. As for the defending champion, Valencia with Claudio Ranieri at helm, the former Chelsea maestro seems to be building an Italian team in a Spanish club. So another entertaining league season in La Liga.

As for the Serie A, nothing much can be expected unless for their controvesies of dirty money, bribery, financial problems and clubs bankcruptcy. But then the focus will again be on AC Milan on whether they can defend their championship with world class defenders (Jaap Stam, Nesta, Maldini & Cafu) and as well as forwards (Crespo, Svencheko, Inzaghi and Tommasson). As for Juventus and Inter, it will be focusing on what their new manager can do. Fabio Cappello with great credentials can be a real tactician with Juventus and couple with their new signings. As for Inter, Roberto Mancini is no longer a rookies, so it will depends how he use his best players till to their last sweat.

Bundesliga will be the same except this time, Bayern will recapture the title back from Werder Bremen. Expect to see real actions from Michael Ballack and Sebastian Deisler as well as new strategies from Magath their new coach. Other teams I doesnt have a clear picture on them. Real challengers to the league crown would be Bremen (defending champion), Schalke 04, Borrusia Dortmund, Leverkusen (maybe) and etc.

Interview Test

2004-08-12T15:12:00.000+08:00

Damn I'm getting more and more fed up attending interviews...in an interview, they not only asked u question like as if u have convicted a big crime....if that is not enough.....u will need to do a test...(wat da fuck??)..still fine, coz most of the company test, would be on your personality....they will give u a personality test paper...n u need to put which is the most and the least likely that describe yourself...basically there are around 20 to 30 questions....I duno y they waste their money n time on this stupid test...

So today I went to an interview in an insurance company...hmm been interviewed by 3 person...in which 1 of the interviewer was an snobbish arrogant bastard who tried to talk cock story and make stupid jokes....damn hate him so much....so after the interview end, I needed to sit for a test...which take around 1 hour. I was given half an hour to complete a 60 questions test, in which all are based on statements...then later another 30 minutes..is a maths test....that required some understanding of it too... then another hours of personality test that consists of 400 questionnaires...mathafucker I really duno why on earth they need me to do 400 questions regarding about my personality...sigh I think nowadays the Human Resources Dept are getting loads and loads of crazy and stupid ideas..

For sure I have gone to numerous types of interview test which I think it is pure rubbish...but actually sometimes are good but then I still dont really like it coz it takes such a long time..By the way some interview session required you to analysed something and then do presentation. Oh yeah sometimes there also translation that we might need to do...like from BM to English..

It's been awhile....

2004-08-11T04:11:00.000+08:00

It's been awhile I didnt blog...well I have nothing much to hoo-ha about this past few days...n not been busy either...just lazing around in the house in my couch browsing astro channels, tv3, 8tv, ntv7, tv2 and definitely no tv1 (boring channel) n channel 9 reception not clear at all..

Wow it has been nearly 2 months I am jobless...hmmm sometimes I do enjoy being free from work stress but then by no working, the stress is way much higher....well I felt like being a useless fella n demotivated....hmm summore worse, I need to take care of my wife (Proton Wira) expenses every months, insurance, expenses n etc....but luckily my saving stil can cover but I duno for how long...

Can u believe tat I actually had sent nearly 30 to 40 application letters, applied online 35 to 40 times thru jobstreet n jobsdb and attended 25 to 35 interviews in the span of 2 months time. Some of the jobs r not to my liking and some of it sucks....there r 3 companies offered me job as a salesman...but I rejected it as I dunwan to do sales...Well basically I have 2 good opportunities to get hired, managed to get 2nd interviews but then I blew-up such a good chance... and one of the job offers good pay but thanks to a few chibai interviewer tat makes my interview failed miserably....
So basically now starting all over again n hopefully can get a good job within this month...

Well now I seriously know tat finding a job is not really an easy task but then I believe once u r in an interview, u need to master the Arts of Lying. Prepared to lied as much as possible but of course with common sense answer...damn now only I started to master this skill...coz all this while during my interview I had been quite honest in something which I should'nt have telling the truth...

No longer a M.U. Butt

2004-07-28T14:44:00.000+08:00

Sigh...another Fergie Fledlings leaving him...But it is pure footballing reason of the transfer rather than any outburst with Fergie. Well as you all know Fergie is famous for his ego and will kick off any players from his boat if the players critised him or don't listen to him. A definite example would be Beckham and Jaap Stam.

As fo Nicky Butt, leaving M.U. would be a big decision and not an easy 1 considering he had been here for nearly 11 years. But who would blame him? Nobody. It is getting more and more difficult for him to establish himself in the starting 11. In fact it a very obvious last season tat Fergie kinda of sideline him aside untill when M.U. seriously dealing with alot of casualties tat Fergie resorted him to play. Even in their America tour now, Butt was an unused substitutes. Fergie rather tried those inexperienced players.

Anyway it is a wise move for Butt to move to Newcastle to boost his flagging career and to show to tat damn old Fergie tat he still have alot to offer. Butt would fits in directly the void left vacant by Gary Speed. It is very much interesting to see how Newcastle fair next season with all their new recruits - Patrick Kluivert, James Milner and Nicky Butt. But I believe Butt will be a great acquisition and for sure he will be a revelation in Newcastle. He is no longer in the shadow of Roy Keane.

Having won 6 premiership title, 2 FA cup medals and 1 champions league trophy, Butt will enrich Newcastle midfield. Don't forget also, he was 1 of the players that triumphed in the Old Trafford treble success in 1999.

Damn actually I did'nt really favoured Butt move to the north, I would prefer him to stay in Manchester and replaced tat damn aging Roy Keane. But what to do I'm just a poor M.U. fans tat don't have any power in their team. But kudos to Butt for all the great things tat he had contributed to Man Utd all this while. Hope all the best for him with New"Butt"sle.

Another dissapointed fan...

2004-07-27T16:40:00.000+08:00

Well I wake up early yesterday at 4a.m. just to catch the live matches of Brazil vs Argentina in Copa America. Eventhough I only slept for 2 hours and still raining heavily, it didn't dampened my spirit to watch the match and cheer for 1 of my favourite teams -Argentina.

But much to my despair, Argentina loss..damn it..I never thought of them lossing especially after scoring in the 87th mins. And again, who would have thought of another last minutes goal. To make things worse....Argentina follows exactly England(Euro 2004) ways in converting penalties...but they are some more useless missing the first 2 penalties. Pretty ironic, because I support Argentina and England as well, but the 2 teams dissapoint me. Meanwhile Brazil scored all the penalties. Damn the Brazillians.

It is much disheartening to see Argentina play so well and dominate much of the games. Well anyway, kudos to 1 of Argentina new star - Carlos Teves...Maradona lookalike..this guy plays brilliantly not only in this match but also in the whole tournament. But much to my dismay, my wish of watching Teves playing alongside Javier Saviola was dashed when Saviola were not even being subsitute during the whole match.

Hmmm actually I'm really looking forward to see Argentina beat Brazil but too bad, luck is not on their side. But I believe soon Argentina will be a force to be reckoned, based on their perfomance in Copa America. There are a bunch of new and talented players to replace the likes of Gabriel Batistuta and etc.. Needless to said so, please make way for Carlos Teves...the new Maradona in the making.

Argentina Despair

2004-07-27T15:46:00.000+08:00

For sure, all Argentina fans were all left cursing their bad lucks against the Brazilian team as well as the referee- Carlos Amarilla. After dominating the full 90 minutes against a so called Brazil B team, Argentina were bring back to earth by Adriano equaliser in the dying minutes to make the scoreline 2-2. Then Brazil go all the way in their penalties shootout to beat their arch-rivals Argentina to claim an antonishing win.

Argentina was the clear favourites of winning the Copa when Cesar Delgado strikes in the 87th minutes to all the Argentinian delights. But the joy was shortlived when Adriano equalised in the third minutes of injury time for his seventh goal of the competition.

In fact the same things happen in the first half, when Luisao headed in an injury time goal as to kill off Christian Gonzalez's 20th minute spotkick.

Argentina were clearly distracted by the last equaliser and totally left unsettled in the penalties shoot-out where they missed the first 2 of their penalties. Andres D'Alessandro strike directly to goalkeeper, Julio Cesar. Meanwhile Manchester United bound defender, Gabriel Heinze emulate David Beckham missed penalty, when his strike when all the way up over the bar.

As for Brazil, penalties seems to be a piece of cake for them, when they all coolly converted all the spotkicks. This winning were very much of a joy for the Brazilian as they win without alltheir top players.

As for the Argentinian, it will be another devastating loss and another 2 years wait for the Copa America since they last won in 1993.

Tikus story....

2004-07-25T03:47:00.000+08:00

Hmmm... as usual lying n sleeping at a long couch in front of my tv in the living room...well the tv was still on, showing repeat match of Asia Cup - Japan vs Thailand...the time was 2.15am i supposed...

Basically I'm not fully asleep, still knowing what's is goin on around...well as my eyes opening slowly, still with a blurry vision, i managed to checked the time at the clock hanging on the wall above my tv set..then slowly my eyes start rolling down to the tv showing tat damn football match...

Suddenly a small blackish creature catches my attention. Damn!! It was a tikus....fuck....it was running besides my tv cabinet....Out of a sudden I jumped up from my couch...n standing there doing nothing but gazing at tat filthy creature...well I think tat tikus sense something was amiss..as it quickly find shelter near my hi-fi covered by several stack of video tapes...just below my tv set...

Not knowing wat to do...slowly i walked towards the hi-fi... i saw the tikus tail, I was still thinking of a way to capture tat stupid creature..then I think of something...as fast as lightning I ran to my kitchen to look for a basket to capture tat tikus..yeah I managed to find the basket...so went back to tat hi-fi..n still can see the tikus tail..so as I tried to removed all the video tapes ...out of a sudden the tikus already dissappear..

Looking dejected, I tried to search around but to no avail..hence i went to the kitchen n set up a mouse trap...putting a small slice of banana in the mouse trap...then putting the trap at a strategic place...near tat hi-fi..swicthed off all the lights at my living room n I went to my room...

A few minutes later, came out from my room heading towards my lving room, slowly switching on the lights n again I saw the tikus...now the tikus was again trying to find a shelter n again it managed to do that....n myself as usual just try to give it a catched it armed with the basket that again I took from the kitchen...it appears fruitless

Again I lost to the tikus...damn!!Well now i hope the tikus will falls into the trap..so around half an hour later, again I went to checked the mouse trap... i was again dissapointed..as I walked back to my room, well guess wat?? tat damn creatures was in my room. I tried to catch it but it runs out from my room heading toward the kitchen n dissapear again...fuck man!!! now I need to repositioned my mouse trap to the kitchen....

Well I'm really fed up with it already, so I don't give a damn with it now. I'm just hoping tat tikus falls to the mouse trap...as I think of other ways to capture it...Now it will be a battle between me n the tikus...Remember "you can run but can never hide"

New to blogging

2004-07-25T03:31:00.000+08:00

Well, I'm a newcomer to blog...i doesnt even know wat the heck blog is untill my fren told me bout it last 2 to 3 weeks ago...But still blur at tat time....

Recently only, read an article bout ppl addicted to blogging which prompted me to try to blog...so u can say the articles ignites the fire in me to start blogging...

Anyway by blogging, I think definitely it can kill off my time now as I'm currently unemployed...well why I'm unemployed??? I think I does'nt need to tell everybody bout it rite?? Haha maybe I will but the time is not rite yet....